Need Advice, Life long issues

[jojo18]

Thank you very much both of you for the advice. I agree Fenris that I have these tendencies to be ashamed about feeling this way, but I just feel very weird because of the circumstances. When I read others post, they talk about how they knew they were gay/bisexual from a young age, I feel like the environment turned me bi, not myself/ genetics. I had many issues when I was younger concerning sexual frustration and the like, but I straightened myself out a lot in high school.

Maybe I'm in a huge case of denial..