Need Advice, Life long issues

[fenris]

Thank you very much both of you for the advice. I agree Fenris that I have these tendencies to be ashamed about feeling this way, but I just feel very weird because of the circumstances. When I read others post, they talk about how they knew they were gay/bisexual from a young age, I feel like the environment turned me bi, not myself/ genetics. I had many issues when I was younger concerning sexual frustration and the like, but I straightened myself out a lot in high school.

Maybe I'm in a huge case of denial..

Search for the reasons why you / we / I am gay... bisexual or maybe straight is mostly a waste of time... nobody knows... there a to many maybe´s in the explanations. It´s not important why we are like we are ... but it is important to life a happy, self-accepting live... to be sometimes a fair and honest man. Being gay... bi ... is not a mistake, its only a other way to live....
I would be pleased if we can see you many times here ... to talk... and to have fun. And if you have problems or you worry, you're always welcome here