How do I say goodbye to my loved ones before I commit suicide?

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Hi,

First of all I have to say that I feel for you, it must be tough and although I cannot even begin to imagine what pain you must be going through I have to ask that don't give up the fight. My life isn't exactly a bowl of cherries at the moment and I've had more than one suicidal thought in my life but I always kept holding on to the hope that things will get better, they will for you as well. The fact that you have a job and are doing a degree is fantastic, tell your abusive boyfriend that you won't take his abuse for much longer. With regards to the sexual problems don't worry about that because the reason you are having difficulty is due to your current state of mind, once you have a better hold on your depression then the other problems will be much easier to sort out. Please know that I and other people in this forum are here for you, please feel free to contact me any time you like for any purpose and I'll try my best to help make you feel better.

Please try to keep the negative thoughts away and think ahead to when things will get better.