Guess I should officially introduce myself.

[Revolutions009]

True, agree with Snow that your avatar is amusing. I know what you mean about coming to terms with admitting one's gay but how right it feels once you've accepted it.
What is your situation Daniel, re the AirForce (it is still Don't Ask Don't Tell, isn't it?) and re boyfriends etc... have you got a private life or are you just waiting to get out to be able to start afresh?
Who else knows apart from us? Your family? Your friends?
Just thought I'd ask a few personal questions as I am wont, and see how we can help you or uphold you while you finish your time.
Good luck, and yes hope your Thanksgiving day was awesome. mile:

DaDt is a big part of why I hate being in. I feel sort of hopeless because there is no one that I can talk to (who is also in) about it. There are other factors as well....long story short my entire time in so far (4 years) have been a complete waste of time and money. I had one of the longest and most difficult training pipelines in the entire Department of Defense (2ish years), which at the time, I was legitimately excited for. When I finished and was sent to my first base, I sat around for 2 years only to be told I wouldn't be doing what I trained for. It is just one big disappointment, but like I said, I try to stay optimistic because the pay isin't bad, and even though it seems like I have a lifetime left, it really isint a lot of time when you look at the grand scope of things.

I havent told anyone...I was gonna tell my sis over Thanksgiving, but I never really got any alone time with her. As far as boyfriends go, I will be deploying here soon and I can't really commit to anything as much as I would like to (no matter how secretive I would have to keep it). I have a very shy personality, plus the fact that I can't be seen in a compromising situation in public sorta makes the situation that much more difficult.