12-18-2010, 02:28 PM
Well until now I should have been more clear.
Also when I mentioned I was jealous of that couple I was trying to clarify that I didn't realize how a gay couple could be conventional. Just two people loving each other isn't something I thought I'd see. I suppose I've always had this negative image of homosexuality and when I saw it just changed my whole perception.
I also realize I sound very stressed but this isn't easy for me in the least bit and I know that the people I love would have a very difficult time adjusting to it. I think more than anything else I'm just looking for someone to just tell me that it's not really the curse that I've always been told it is.
I apologize if this post doesn't really belong here I'm just uninformed and don't really know where to go with these questions.
Also when I mentioned I was jealous of that couple I was trying to clarify that I didn't realize how a gay couple could be conventional. Just two people loving each other isn't something I thought I'd see. I suppose I've always had this negative image of homosexuality and when I saw it just changed my whole perception.
I also realize I sound very stressed but this isn't easy for me in the least bit and I know that the people I love would have a very difficult time adjusting to it. I think more than anything else I'm just looking for someone to just tell me that it's not really the curse that I've always been told it is.
I apologize if this post doesn't really belong here I'm just uninformed and don't really know where to go with these questions.
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