11-22-2011, 10:10 PM
i feel some what the same way but i was very young when i chose
and some people have told me i was too young to understand
what i was doing at that time so it couldent have chosen
it's true that i did not even know anything about sex but
tell me not to do something and i am the first in line to sgin up for it
like in the 50's blacks were hated by most whites or in my area they were thhough of at the
bottom of the dung heap so i was 4 or 5 so who fdid i have asa freind a black guy liveing 1/2 block away he was the first adult that ever treated me with any respect he was a trash
colecter nd would save any sode bottles he saw and throw them in compartments under his truck i inquired what was h going to do with them so we made a deaal i would clean the compartments out and take them to the store and half the money was mine my
parents fliped but what could they say with out showing they were asses
so for years i did that with the bottles and one day i askedhim why he hadent done a deal with his kid of about the same age and he told me his kid thinks he is too good to
work cleaning out a trash truck but i even picked up 1cent bottles on the street
better than what my father paid for my workinng like 3 hours in the night makeing pipes for heating and airconditing for that he paid me 25.$ a week and charged me 23$ for room and board theother 2$ a week went to my mom to pay for school cloths so any thing that i could keep the money from was great to me.
but i have always been on the side of the down troddden not for any reason i could say it just seemed right andthe sex ws great too even if i dedent cum for the first 5 or 6 years.
and some people have told me i was too young to understand
what i was doing at that time so it couldent have chosen
it's true that i did not even know anything about sex but
tell me not to do something and i am the first in line to sgin up for it
like in the 50's blacks were hated by most whites or in my area they were thhough of at the
bottom of the dung heap so i was 4 or 5 so who fdid i have asa freind a black guy liveing 1/2 block away he was the first adult that ever treated me with any respect he was a trash
colecter nd would save any sode bottles he saw and throw them in compartments under his truck i inquired what was h going to do with them so we made a deaal i would clean the compartments out and take them to the store and half the money was mine my
parents fliped but what could they say with out showing they were asses
so for years i did that with the bottles and one day i askedhim why he hadent done a deal with his kid of about the same age and he told me his kid thinks he is too good to
work cleaning out a trash truck but i even picked up 1cent bottles on the street
better than what my father paid for my workinng like 3 hours in the night makeing pipes for heating and airconditing for that he paid me 25.$ a week and charged me 23$ for room and board theother 2$ a week went to my mom to pay for school cloths so any thing that i could keep the money from was great to me.
but i have always been on the side of the down troddden not for any reason i could say it just seemed right andthe sex ws great too even if i dedent cum for the first 5 or 6 years.
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