Unhappy huge crush on straight childhood best friend

[DarkDaisuke]

Oh you poor thing I think every gay goes through this at some point in their lives, at least most do. My own; I never told him because well 1. I didn't have the courage to and 2. I know hes not gay.
Best thing you can do is tell yourself repeatedly despite whatever signs you think you see that he's not gay if he isn't.

On telling him; depends on his opinion of gay people then again Ive had a friend surprise me with that. Really depends on if he's a good friend, or just flaky. Then again Ive had good friends pull crap.

Anyways, basically, I know you're probaly thinking there's no way any of these guys understand the way he flirts, touches, or whatever else he does, but believe me when I say this; so does every other gay guy who has been in love with a straight man. There have been some exceptions, but its very rare.

So overall just be strong in this challenge and I promise if you can get over this, then the rest of your challenges in love will seem like nothing At least thats my experience ^^;