Need Help Dont know what to do!!!!!!

[undercoverforev]

It honestly all comes down to what you were thinking the entire time you were doing this, starting from the moment he started flirting with you. And I don't mean how his dick felt pushing in and out of your mouth and anus, but how you felt emotionally and what you were thinking of while this was all happening. Were your thoughts centered around this mysterious guest? Were you thinking about your wife and 3-year-old son? The journey to self-discovery all comes down to sitting yourself down and thinking about everything you've done in your life. Is this the first man you've fooled around with? Prior to this encounter, did you find yourself occasionally checking guys out? You owe it to yourself to figure out what YOU are doing and what it means to YOU.

Then comes your wife and child. In my opinion, it's not worth telling them. As someone mentioned above, everybody is a little gay. It's not an all or none sort of thing; it's a spectrum. Perhaps you are on the very gay portion of the straight side, which made it easy for your hotel guest to make his move on you. And to be honest, whether you're straight or gay, if you have a functioning prostate with all the nerve endings attached properly, you enjoy anal sex more or less, as long as you're not completely resisting and clamping your anus tightly.

Think of this as a one-time ordeal, and deal with it as such. The wife you promised to cherish and love doesn't deserve this kind of confusion and heart-break. Her mind will most likely go to one place: it's my fault - I made him gay. Self-blame is not what you need in the mother who will hopefully be raising your child. And as for your child, he does not need to grow up with a complex of always doubting people's true sexuality and fidelity.

It's a tricky situation, no doubt. But you owe it to yourself, your wife, and your son to figure this all out to the best of your ability before you decide to spill your guts.