First Sex Toy Before First Sex Experience?

[ZackT]

Personally I have a real hard time using anything toy-wise. I just can't seem to get off with it, and I think it's due to the awkward position for me. I've tried laying down on my back, my stomach, on my knees bent over, standing leg raised, nothing really ends up working. It feels like the beginnings of something good but I can't get passed that.

Can't stroke myself during that either cause I habitually clench up while I do, so bleh. I think the real deal would be great but I can't pull it off.