02-26-2012, 12:14 PM
Hello... I'm a new here... The last 5 months i've been hanging out with a guy.. we started as friends later we both confessed that we like each other and started kissing etc... anyway few days afterthat i felt that he's been avoiding me and it was true... after that we met only 5-6 times as friends but it was not the same i felt like he was going out with me because he had to.. so later after a month when i was feeling really bad i txt him that i have a huge crush on him and i can't help myself, that i have true love feelings for him and not only sexual, he replied that he know about my feelings but he wants us to stay friends... so.. 5 days later he called me and we went out as we used to... and we were going out like the old times... but as friends.. i told him that i really like him.. we kissed couple of times after i confessed that i love him.. he said that he knows that but he cannot open his heart to me cause he is leaving the country in two months and doesn't know when he'll be back... i want your opinion... he keep saying all the time that he knows about my feelings.. so why he started to call me again after a month and half and going out with me when he knew about my feelings and he also knew that he doesn't want something more than friendship????? anyone more experienced please help me... i'm really thinking to start sessions with a shrink cause my mind is playing suicidal games...