Sometimes I just wish I was straight. I feel like life would be a lot easier for me. I would be accepted by my family instead of being criticized. I would be able to show affection towards my partner without being ridiculed. I would be able to freely practice my religion without being accused of sodomy. I would be able to be myself around others without being patronized. A lot of things would be easier for me, but I have learned to accept myself for who I am. I have learned to love myself because I know I was created like this for a reason. Sure there are times when I just wish I could be straight, but I always pick up my head and shake those feelings away because I have learned to be proud of who I am.
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I know man, I'm there too....you'd think at first it'd be easier to just put on the "straight jacket" that you're used to wearing some days, but other days it just doesn't "fit"....it's funny how that happens when we wish we we're straight...it never seems to "fit" when we do try to do that...doesn't mean it's wrong for trying to do it when that's all you know to do, but there's gotta be a way to just be "yourself" and have the life you want....I'm tired of feeling like I've gotta "cope" with the life I was tossed...I'm gonna trying to get over that hill man...I got NOTHING better to really do...lol
Besides man, The american dream can be what you want to make it...im starting to think it doesn't come pre-assembled design...
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Used to think like that a long time ago...then decided it isn't my problem so fuck it...I'm perfectly happy with who I am, if someone or something wants to try and deny me my happiness then they are worth less then the skid mark in a pair of undies out the front of a derelict building.
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I'm with you on this mate. If there was a pill out there that made you totally strate I would take it. Make my life a bit more easy lol
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Good luck Aggie with finding what makes you happy.
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