Avoiding my best friend

[Spades]

3? Count yourself lucky! I've only had 1!

No, I have never been.

[Dan1980]

There is some one I like at work. Just too afraid to talk to him both our jobs are too stressful and I don't want to add to his stress. mile:

[Dan1980]

What does your friend look like Spades?

[Spades]

He's 6'7", big, burly and hairy Chocolate brown eyes that melts your heart, and a smile that lights up any situation...

[Dan1980]

He sounds nice Spades. 6 ft 7 is very tall. Is he still in South Africa?

[Spades]

He is tall, 4" taller than I am
Yes, he's in South Africa.

[Dan1980]

Is there any change you could go back to south Africa to speak to him face to face or will that hurt too much if you saw him in the flesh.

[Spades]

With time, it will hurt less and less, going to South Africa in September, by then I hope to be ready to meet his boyfriend.

But I also want to look super hot then to make him miss me :p

[Dan1980]

I hope it goes well in September when you get to see him. It's months away so there's plenty of time for the pain to be less. You really like him don't you?

[Spades]

Hehe, yeah I do! He is my best friend, been there with me through good and bad, literally carried me when I could not walk, he gave me the strength to go on living...