Views of Men who are......

[dfiant]

I was molested by a pedophile myself

Your not the first and you won't be the last. Why do you think some people are more passionate in their hate for paedophiles???

Perhaps you need to deal with that as the catalyst for you ongoing issues. Perhaps you need to find a clinic that deals with sexual abuse. There are plenty of them if you actually look and really want to help yourself.

Your next step with either kill you or help you...choose wisely.

[mrk2010]

Okay I will just admit it then. Its not my friend and its is me and I am a gay pedophile and I knew that nobody would accept me for who I am and I know that people would look upon me as a monster just because I am attracted to young boys. I sometimes wish that I wasn't this way but I am and I sometimes do wish that I was dead and maybe some day soon I will be. I mean I have tried to get help and no therapist wants to see me. I have tried to turn myself in to the police but they say that they can't put me in jail unless I act on my desires with a child.

So how can I get help for this when nobody wants anything to do with me? I am a monster because I have these desires and yet I still am a monster when nobody wants to help me cure myself of this sick desire that I have. I wish 100 times over and over again that I wouldn't be this way, its not as easy as to say I can't be this way anymore. I wish it was that easy.

Call me whatever names you want and treat me like shit because I can't find a way to get help and create a better person for myself. You would have judged me from the start anyway and wouldn't care about me. Who cares that I was molested by a pedophile myself and is most likely the reason that I am a pedophile to this day. I handled this the wrong way, yet I knew that no matter what I was going to be judged and I accept that. God help my soul and I sure would hope that you looked down upon me with pitty.

I'm sorry I would feel pity for you, but there's something in the way you spoke to me which is a bit vile and twisted, and it just emphasises the fact your a sicko.

[zeon]

Hello,
I would say if your a pedophile you need to seriously address your situation because where is the enjoyment out of abusing children??? Ill tell you from a childs point of being abused.... I will let you know i may not have been sexually abused but i was physically and it isnt nice... It fucks with your fucking head at times as you lay there as a child wondering what you did wrong to get abused, knowing that the next day you wake.... Your going to be abused more and more and more like a circle of shit mister... How dare you compare gay people to pedophiles and HOW DARE YOU come on here thinking its ok to be annoymous so you dont get backlash... You are a sick indivudual and i suggest you take serious control over your urges and I recommend if you are serious about getting help and no fucker in the world wants to help you as a gayspeak agony aunt I will offer a branch of help however i will read the riot act here not on a 121 basis before you message me...

You firstly understand i do not offer my service as a complete piss take and wont tolerate any form of spam or political bullshit.... In return I Aunty Zeon will treat u with the right to privacy from members and not reveal identity... You do not contact me as annoymous You do not spam any child porn messages OR aunty will be contacting Sussex Police and press to have your IP address obtained and maximum charges brought against you for this offence leading to potential prosecution (if outside the UK interpol can chase you up as all IP addresses are automatically stored on the mainframe and im sure andy will surrender any details upon written request)... If you take time to communicate as an Agony Aunt to a member wanting some confidential help then as long as you respect me I will respect you... What is discussed between us I will be copying and saving onto my personal hard drive in the event any accusation is raised regarding this and will surrender this along with a copy of this report to any police activity which could occur...

If you understand this then feel free to message me NOT ANNOYMOUS Aunty only helps those who are respectful enough to reveal their true identity and if you have posts which are 10 or so i will assume you are a spammer and will contact andy if i suspect anything about getting you banned from this site as it is a respectful one with a supportive vibrant community....

Now the balls in your court

Do you want to seek some advice and help OR do you want to play the goat???

This thread is now not worth replying to anymore as it is igniting fuel and Aunty would like to take it on a 121 basis if the user wishes to reveal true ID

Kindest regards

Aunty Zeon x

[princealbertofb]

Anonymous, I know this will not go down well, but while you remain an anonymous poster, people will have trust issues with you in any case... For all we know people writing under that name are trolls. I'm sure we can be sympathetic to your questions and your self loathing, and I'm sure some of us could listen too, but Daz is right that it's no good insulting other members because they tell you what they find distasteful. There must be a reason why the subject is so taboo and judged as a criminal offense. I am sorry if you were abused too, and Daz is right to say that that's where your journey needs to start. There is an element of forgiveness and self forgiveness to apply here somewhere. But this probably needs to be done with a psychologist, who will see the degree of gravity of your predicament.

My question is, if you have been abused yourself, have you ever accused the person or persons who did it to you? Have they been tried? Have they been punished? What is the story that needs to be told before you can embark on understanding how this has affected your libido and psyche?

[East]

To the OP...I don't have the answer but I do have a suggestion...

Instead of approaching a therapist about you begin a pedophile...try going to therapy to overcome and deal with your own molestation.

It may be the key to overcoming pedophilia yourself.

Child molestation is about power and control...not sex. You have to deal with that ASAP because somewhere inside yourself you most likely feel powerless and to blame for what happened to you. You MUST deal with this.

[Nick9]

Hi Anonymous, I don't mind that you are anon and I must say I am grateful that you are trying to deal with your desire.
Have you tried some toll free phone numbers? You have them at the place where you live, right? They could help you find a therapist.
Even our small country has therapists who specialize on this problem.

[Anonymous]

To mrk2010 - First off you have to understand that I really don't care what you think of me or view me so just lets get that out of the way. I don't care the least that you pity me and I have come to get thick skin over the years so you are the least of my thinking or worries. Just an FYI buddy

To Zeon - I am good and I don't need help from AUNTY, yet thanks!

I am just trying to deal with this and I know that I personally will never harm a child and I am not trying to convince any of you that I will or won't. I came here as a test to see the true reaction of gay men when they are dealing with the issue of pedophiles and I am grateful that you all reacted the way that you did. Cause some stupid religious groups thinks that all gays are pedophiles and I am so GLAD that you proved them all wrong even though this is just a tiny % of the gay community in the world.

I expected the backlash and yet I also wanted to play very negative and make sure that you backed it up and didn't change your stance and I am happy that you didn't. I have never acted on my desires and I never will because I know what its like to be abused by a pedophile and it sucks beyond belief. Though people just assume that because I am a pedophile that I will act on my desires and honestly I think that is BS. If I was ever close to acting on my desires I would kill myself before even getting to that point.

So those of you that want to bash me or think that I am going to be bothered about your negative views about me, I am not so worried and I think that I will survive either way. I just wanted to see the reaction and I got exactly what I deserved and I am okay with that. I just want everyones feedback on this and that is why I came here and I am solid with that. Negative feedback is what I need in my life.

Just so you know: I avoid children at all costs and when I am around cousins or nephews or nieces I make sure that I am never alone around them. I don't go trolling around the internet looking at pictures or anything like that. I don't care if you believe me or not, I am just telling you how it is. You might think that all pedophiles are the same, but I don't feel like that I am.

[mrk2010]

To mrk2010 - First off you have to understand that I really don't care what you think of me or view me so just lets get that out of the way. I don't care the least that you pity me and I have come to get thick skin over the years so you are the least of my thinking or worries. Just an FYI buddy

To Zeon - I am good and I don't need help from AUNTY, yet thanks!

I am just trying to deal with this and I know that I personally will never harm a child and I am not trying to convince any of you that I will or won't. I came here as a test to see the true reaction of gay men when they are dealing with the issue of pedophiles and I am grateful that you all reacted the way that you did. Cause some stupid religious groups thinks that all gays are pedophiles and I am so GLAD that you proved them all wrong even though this is just a tiny % of the gay community in the world.

I expected the backlash and yet I also wanted to play very negative and make sure that you backed it up and didn't change your stance and I am happy that you didn't. I have never acted on my desires and I never will because I know what its like to be abused by a pedophile and it sucks beyond belief. Though people just assume that because I am a pedophile that I will act on my desires and honestly I think that is BS. If I was ever close to acting on my desires I would kill myself before even getting to that point.

So those of you that want to bash me or think that I am going to be bothered about your negative views about me, I am not so worried and I think that I will survive either way. I just wanted to see the reaction and I got exactly what I deserved and I am okay with that. I just want everyones feedback on this and that is why I came here and I am solid with that. Negative feedback is what I need in my life.

Just so you know: I avoid children at all costs and when I am around cousins or nephews or nieces I make sure that I am never alone around them. I don't go trolling around the internet looking at pictures or anything like that. I don't care if you believe me or not, I am just telling you how it is. You might think that all pedophiles are the same, but I don't feel like that I am.

FYI anonymous we all think u are a sicko and we've had nice little conversations about you and how sick you are. Just to let you know there was someone like you on this forum before and he got kicked off and it's only a matter of time before u do. What were u thinking posting a topic like this on a forum? Your IP address is logged you sicko and it would only take a heart beat for you to be reported to the authorities. And FYI do t take gestures of good will to heart it's all false. I hope you think everyday what you are and I hope it eats away at you bit by bit, oi are the lowest form of life on this planet and lets face it nobody will ever be able to love a sicko like you. You have a tone of arrogance about you and everyone truly knows who you are, a mask might hide what you are but it will be itching to come off because you are a fake a fraud and most of all a predator.

[Mrmatty376]

Everyone? I never said anything >_>

[Nick9]

Oh really, mrk?