04-30-2012, 05:18 AM
So basically, after 6 years of not playing the piano/keyboard due to personal emotional reasons, I've hunted out an older electric keyboard from the attic that I believe was my aunts but has been sitting there unused for 2 years or so, with her permission of course, I've been allowed to keep it and play it once more.
Problem is i've forgotten almost everything but from just playing away at it for a couple hours tonight I've been re-lighting the spark and fire so to speak, but still wouldn't mind if anyone could share tips or links to websites with basic music sheets as I struggle reading music fluently and therefore prefer the ones with lettering or to play by ear and compose my own stuff.
Musicians run in the family, my mum can sing and play piano but likewise has forgotten a lot, one of my aunt sings for a living, my other aunt plays acoustic guitar fluently, my cousin can play electric guitar and the saxophone with ease, my dad was a DJ & could play the drums (but he.. well, has never been in the picture at all, left when my mum fell into labor with me you see)...
Then theres me, who "could" sing back between the ages of 10-16 when I was in the school choir, then the inevitable happened and the voice changed and well, now I prefer not to sing as I just sound like a strangled cat, a flat one at that. I play the drums, marimba and piano, oddly it's only the piano I've forgotten to play somehow and was the only one I had an emotional link too.. don't know if that has anything to do with it at all.
This is long and winded.. oops.. but playing away at the keys tonight has been fun.. different.. emotional and a bit of a learning curve again, a good one, a needed one with how I'm feeling lately. It's helping somehow as I can just pour my heart and soul into it easily.
Just had to get this off my chest somewhere as "friends" give the cold heartless answers, expecting me to comfort and help them but not willing to give in return.. they say it's best to give and never receive but well, that's never true when it's emotional issues and not "gifts" for lack of a better word and you have literally no one you can readily talk to.
Thank you for reading I guess... :redface:
Problem is i've forgotten almost everything but from just playing away at it for a couple hours tonight I've been re-lighting the spark and fire so to speak, but still wouldn't mind if anyone could share tips or links to websites with basic music sheets as I struggle reading music fluently and therefore prefer the ones with lettering or to play by ear and compose my own stuff.
Musicians run in the family, my mum can sing and play piano but likewise has forgotten a lot, one of my aunt sings for a living, my other aunt plays acoustic guitar fluently, my cousin can play electric guitar and the saxophone with ease, my dad was a DJ & could play the drums (but he.. well, has never been in the picture at all, left when my mum fell into labor with me you see)...
Then theres me, who "could" sing back between the ages of 10-16 when I was in the school choir, then the inevitable happened and the voice changed and well, now I prefer not to sing as I just sound like a strangled cat, a flat one at that. I play the drums, marimba and piano, oddly it's only the piano I've forgotten to play somehow and was the only one I had an emotional link too.. don't know if that has anything to do with it at all.
This is long and winded.. oops.. but playing away at the keys tonight has been fun.. different.. emotional and a bit of a learning curve again, a good one, a needed one with how I'm feeling lately. It's helping somehow as I can just pour my heart and soul into it easily.
Just had to get this off my chest somewhere as "friends" give the cold heartless answers, expecting me to comfort and help them but not willing to give in return.. they say it's best to give and never receive but well, that's never true when it's emotional issues and not "gifts" for lack of a better word and you have literally no one you can readily talk to.
Thank you for reading I guess... :redface: