Wow not sure what to think tonight

[ceez]

next time don't think

I'm sure he'll text you back just relax and give him some time.

[dlboy53]

Whats the use I'm a big failure when it comes to relationships. Its not just texting it online I i can see that he is online.

[Nick9]

well, try different approach, then. Try not to make a big deal of it. Now you have the prove that you can find friends via internet. The next goal is to find the right one. Don't be stressed or discouraged.
*hug* for you

[dlboy53]

I give it not worth the pain anymore.

[Nick9]

I give it not worth the pain anymore.

hmm, I am not sure what that means. Look at it this way. If there is another shy guy with similar interests like you have living in your street, will you know that? I mean, if he is so shy and discouraged that he doesn't want to even try? I bet there are a lot of guys near you, the trick is to find them and give them chance to find you

[dlboy53]

I guess what I'm saying is I'm not going to look anymore, because when I find a person I seem to get crushed soon after and I can't not stand my heart going through that pain anymore. So I give now so I don't go through pain anymore. Think the closest to love I'll have and not get broken will be hand and a good porn, maybe even a crappy porn.

[Nick9]

*sigh*
I am not sure, is there a website where people are looking for friendship, not for a bf? Is there a place were you can write looking for "friendship" instead of "a top"?
Because long time relationship is more like a friendship and if you don't have it from the beginning...
You could move from friendship to more, if you both feel comfortable with it.

Sort of like girls date LOL Sometimes it takes months to end up in a bed. I don't think that's a bad thing. You have a chance to get to know the potential partner.