05-30-2012, 11:48 PM
I've been bi since i was a teen. I prefer to date/be in relationshipswith women, but am attracted to men, particularly gay porn.
Basically for many years I fulfilled my gay desires through porn until I finally got up the courage to act on them. Experience after experience I find that I do not like gay sex at all. Kissing men in particular distastes me. When I am out and about I am doing what a typical straight guy does and basically gawk at hot women and fantasize about what I'd do to them. I don't do this with guys.
So my confusion is - or question -- am I only attracted to gay porn? Is that normal?
I've had probably a couple dozen of gay encounters now with varying types of partners. I am mostly attracted to older 'daddy' types. But when it comes time for intercourse, I'm really not turned on and typically just perform the act to not be a dick about it (many times I sought the hookup) and am glad when it's over.
I'd drop the thing altogether and just consider myself straight, but I am absolutely attracted to gay porn and pretty much that is all.
Any thoughts?
Basically for many years I fulfilled my gay desires through porn until I finally got up the courage to act on them. Experience after experience I find that I do not like gay sex at all. Kissing men in particular distastes me. When I am out and about I am doing what a typical straight guy does and basically gawk at hot women and fantasize about what I'd do to them. I don't do this with guys.
So my confusion is - or question -- am I only attracted to gay porn? Is that normal?
I've had probably a couple dozen of gay encounters now with varying types of partners. I am mostly attracted to older 'daddy' types. But when it comes time for intercourse, I'm really not turned on and typically just perform the act to not be a dick about it (many times I sought the hookup) and am glad when it's over.
I'd drop the thing altogether and just consider myself straight, but I am absolutely attracted to gay porn and pretty much that is all.
Any thoughts?