i want to be a boy but im not gay?

[pellaz]

... Often it feels like I just cant fall in love with anyone and that I'm never gonna find someone like me ...

you need to figure out who you are and fall in love with your self before finding someone external. Concentrate on finding accepting friends maybe a gf.

good to see your not putting labels on things but rather exploring your preferences. Patience.
A guy i met wore pink latex gloves while working on vintage cars. The gloves were expensive but just was his thing.

[alec]

thanks everyone, i cant tell u how much better i feel >.< =)

[SlipknotRlZZ]

Hey mate :]

It's okay not to put labels on your gender identity and sexuality, it's okay to be confused and want many things at once, or not know what you want...Just stay calm, breathe and explore. Try anything that seems appealing, explore your gender identity and take every chance at exploring your sexuality too...It will make sense at some point.

I will post a few helpful resources on gender identity for you here a bit later. :]

[SlipknotRlZZ]

http://artoftransliness.tumblr.com/post/...r-identity

http://artoftransliness.tumblr.com/post/...rientation

http://artoftransliness.tumblr.com/post/...ng-without

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