08-01-2012, 07:19 AM
Ah.. Thank you, both. I'm glad I found a place, even online, where people understand. The thing about going to Japan is, I'll be coming back here in six months. :/ I have to wait two years to be able to transfer to somewhere else. I tried so hard to land Cali, but it didn't work.. Sooo.. Maybe next time.. I hope.
Aaand, Matty (if I may call you that). I get what you're saying. Just go to enjoy myself. I don't wanna make it seem like I'm trying too hard, anyway.
Sometimes, I think I'm just awkward. I Am myself around women, but I don't think I'm supposed to be. I'm a super, super geek. Haha.. I just don't know how to act. People always tell me, "Oh, it's a game!" But.. I don't like that at all. I'm very down to earth and I like for things to be straight forward. I rarely find anyone else like that, man or woman.
Aaand, Matty (if I may call you that). I get what you're saying. Just go to enjoy myself. I don't wanna make it seem like I'm trying too hard, anyway.
Sometimes, I think I'm just awkward. I Am myself around women, but I don't think I'm supposed to be. I'm a super, super geek. Haha.. I just don't know how to act. People always tell me, "Oh, it's a game!" But.. I don't like that at all. I'm very down to earth and I like for things to be straight forward. I rarely find anyone else like that, man or woman.