Im a guy but i like people view me as a women ?

[Rutstuck]

Thanks for all the advice you guys I've never tall about this stuff with anyone.. I've talked about this with s couple of therapists and they told me I look like a guy and it was left at that . And I don't blame them for not giving me any advice because it is a very specific situation and just not very common and I guess they just didn't know what to say?.. But I'm very insecure about myself and I almost feel pathetic because when I look in the mirror I see a handone guy with so much potential but Somehow I forget that once I I'm out there and around people .. It's seriously just a constant war in my head and it's caused by the fear of rejection and lack of confidence in my social skills .. years of negative untrue thoughts that I programmed myself too believe.. I'm slowly getting closer too a more confident self image but I'm already 24 and it's just not happening fast enough..