Instead of opening a new thread i want to ask something in here (lecoun if thats not cool just say it and i'll be gone)
I have a 22 year old neighbor. He is so hot and i spend time with him yesterday for about 4 hours. It was amazing for me. But i think he sees me.. well as a neighbor :/. He is 6 years older than me i know but.. he draws and those drawings are amazing, i mean i feel like i can see inside of his head and its beautifull. And he is beautifull on the out side too. And i am sure he is straight. Well i have no idea what to do.
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You could always kidnap him and keep him in your basement all for yourself. But I suppose that wouldn't be practical.
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I always look for personality in a person. That's why ''love at first sight'' doesn't happen to me. I have to get to know someone to be able to like him. But he.. he was always being friendly and i feel like i know him by looking at his drawings. I don't know maybe everybody feels the same way but we're just trying to hide it with our stone hard masks. With those drawings i feel like i found a breach on that mask, i can see his true emotions. And he is brave too, i never show my writings to anyone since those are my ideas and emotions and they are sacred and special to me. He was just like; ''okay you can look''. I saw his impressions when he was playing a war game. The hunger, the happiness.. the way he curls his lips..
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First, you need to remember that there are different kinds of love. Second figure out what kind of love you feel for him. You know we can love people as friends, family or partners. Now if it's the romantic sort, I wouldn't mention that to him, he wouldn't be interested and, it would make him really uncomfortable.
If you love him as a friend and have no desire to have sex or kiss or make out with him, then tell him that you love him like a brother, or some such phrase to let him know it's platonic love, not the mushy romantic sort.
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