My parents wanted me to be a priest (Roman Catholic) I flirted with the idea of it for a while because it seemed that at the time, I felt I had some answers to offer people who asked for my spiritual advice. Well, it turned out I didn't have the answers I thought I had, furthermore who would trust a person who's profession/vocation had been tainted by pedophilia? I felt that wasn't the life for me and went on to endure many years of denying what I was supposed to be doing...being true to myself.
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no, dude, it's just how I'm wired.
however I was created I don't think if I love someone it's wrong if I express that love.
maybe society has told you there is something wrong with how you are wired?
in my experience if someone is a sexual creep they're just as likely to be hetero. I'm sure you didn't mean your question to be insulting...
statistically most pedophiles are heterosexual family members.
hope you find peace on your journey. no, I haven't molested any children or broken any homes up lately. and I am proudly gay.
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I've never felt like a pervert or disgusting for being gay, but I have in the past while watching some really weird porn.
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Sounds like you've allowed yourself to be brainwashed by all the bullshit propaganda out there.
You have to remember that propaganda is nothing more than ludicrous, immature dickheads wanting everybody else to think and act like them. They spout hypocricy, bigotry, hate, and prejudice where ever they go, and whenever they open up their freeking pie-holes.
Re-educate yourself to truth, reasoning, and logic. Unwash your brain.
In plain reality, there is no "gay", there is no "straight"......only who you choose to love.
Im not "gay", Im not "straight", Im only me. Ive always been me, I will always be me. I have never pretended to be someone Im not. You take me as who I am....for the knowledge I have, for the abilities I have, for the understanding, reasoning, and logic I can give. Anything else is none of anyones business buy my own (unless its illegal or unethical).
The only "perversion" I've felt has been in the past few years. Since I've gotten older, I feel like a "dirty old man" when I look at younger guys. Im not an age racist or anything, but I just get that feeling for some reason. Hell, everybody thought my last roommate was my son! He thought it was funny, I thought it was insulting. But then I realized how small minded they are and how they have allowed themselves to be brainwashed by all the BS out there, then I was able to laugh at it also.
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I never really felt that what I look at is wrong, whenever I get off to a muscular man in a speedo or two gay bears having sex, it dosent seem wrong to me. It feels second nature to me. Masturbating to gay porn as a gay man (or a woman, some girls are into that believe it or not) is perfectly normal in my opinion, Unless there is shitting or horses involved. That's when I think you need to give it a rest lol
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