Hmm, maybe my horses were just bigger. What name did he use when you spoke with him? He used the name Byron with Bowyn didn't he?
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I knew him as Byron and Bowyn Aerrow knows what he did to me when he changed his last name after I came here so everyone here knew him as Byron. When the old man Wade was here, he called him Kid never by any name but that's the only person I know that ever called him anything but Byron.
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Nick9 Wrote:ok, Counselor, post deleted, we can get mad at each other at some other place 
For the time being, let's agree that we disagree...
Lol, I didn't get to read it!
But I think Blue really is that diabolical, and drugs don't explain the whole story. And no offense, Nick9, but I wouldn't put it past him to create a second (or third, or fiftieth) account here and try to convince people otherwise, lol
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Oh my god, for the love of Christ, everybody edit your posts! THIS SHOULD BE DONE WITH PM'S AND EMAIL, NOW EVERYTHING WE KNOW ABOUT BLUE IS PUBLIC!!!
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Counselor Wrote:Oh my god, for the love of Christ, everybody edit your posts! THIS SHOULD BE DONE WITH PM'S AND EMAIL, NOW EVERYTHING WE KNOW ABOUT BLUE IS PUBLIC!!!
Which is EXACTLY how is should be. There shouldn't be anything secret for the scum of the earth such as him. It should ALL be in a public thread so if he tries pulling this shit again he gets his ass caught.
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Kat Wrote:I knew him as Byron and Bowyn Aerrow knows what he did to me when he changed his last name after I came here so everyone here knew him as Byron. When the old man Wade was here, he called him Kid never by any name but that's the only person I know that ever called him anything but Byron.
Ok, so where do the other pics and the horsekilling pics and all that come from?
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Counselor Wrote:What happens on April 4th?
Seriously, Kat, what happens April 4th? And have you contacted the police?
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The more I read this thread the more it bothers me. On the one hand I want to see Blue pay for what he did, and on the other hand I want to see Bowyn Aero heal from this and even though I don't know him for me that takes priority.
I think Blue is a psychopath, and if he is then it doesn't matter what you guys do or say to him online he will never feel sorry for what he has done. People like him are monsters, and he is not capable of empathy, no matter how sad the story, no matter how much pain he sees himself cause.
I don't want to offend anyone, but if Blue comes back on this forum and says he is sorry then he is probably lying. Pyschopaths cannot be cured, they have what neuroscientists like to call the reptile brain. They are basically non-human organic life forms walking around in a human form.
I would bet that Blue is reading this thread, and I would bet that he gets his rocks off doing it. It might seem contrary, but honestly the best way to deal with someone like Blue is to just fucking ignore him, and let him fade into obscurity. Psychopaths like Blue can't stand it when someone they've hurt moves on without them and does't care.
I would like to see Bowyn spend a least 2 posts a day talking about something wonderful in his life with no mention of Blue. I would start the thread myself if I knew how, but I think someone should do it. Every day you should remind yourself how great you are. You are obviously a nice person, and you did not deserve this. If you want to get back at Blue, do it by getting over him, quickly, and showing hi that he didn't snuff you out.
He is a sick twisted mother fucker and he isn't worth your time. You say you love him, but rememnber the guy you love never existed, so when you get to thinking that you love him remind yourself that you can't love him any more than you could love any other random stranger out there, and also remember that he can never love you any more than a crock or alligator could. He is not human, he is an inanimate object with no feelings, no empathy, and no remorse.
If you were to break a random object in your home you might be inconvienced by the loss, but you will never be hurt. Blue is not a real person he is an inanimate object, and you have to see him that way so that you can move on, and you should move on because you can love again and he doesn't deserve to impact you this way.
In case you weren't able to look them up:
You were that foundation
Never gonna be another one, no.
I followed, so taken
So conditioned I could never let go
Then sorrow, then sickness
Then the shock when you flip it on me
So hollow, so vicious
So afraid I couldn't let myself see
That I could never be held
Back or up no, I'll hold myself
Check the rep, yep you know mine well
Forget the rest let them know my hell
There and back yet my soul ain't sell
Kept respect up,the best they fell,
Let the rest be the tale they tell
That I was there saying…
No, you can tell 'em all now
I don't back up, I don't back down
I don't fold up, and I don't bow
I don't roll over, don't know how
I don't care where the enemies are
Can't be stopped, all I know; go hard
Won't forget how I got this far
For every time saying…
and...
Skin to bone, steel to rust
Ash to ashes dust to dust
Let tomorrow have its way
With the promises we made
Skin to bone, steel to rust.
Ash to ashes, dust to dust
Your deception, my disgust
When your name is finally drawn,
I'll be happy that you're gone
Ash to ashes, dust to dust.
Right to left, left to right
Night to day and day to night
As the starlight fades to gray,
I'll be marching far away
Right to left and left to right
If I could I would have written you something myself, but Link Park does it better. You are stronger than Blue - fuck him!
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If you'd read the links I posted you'd know Blue has a court date then so he'll be there or he'll be wanted after that and around here they don't take crimes involving livestock lightly, on the books it is still a hanging offense but it's up to the judge if he hangs or not. We know more but I think that should be kept between Bowyn Aerrow and me until he's stopped.
A fried of mine helped me find the horse stealing information when I showed her that ID and she was as shocked as I was that a man we thought loved horses would do that but nothing that jackass might do surprises me anymore.
I'm still talking to people I know here and I'm scared but I can't let him win and, if I'm doing the talking and he comes after one of us maybe it will be me. If that happens I hope I can count on my neighbors to help me. Bowyn Aerrow got left in an even worse place that I am so better me than him I haven't hit bottom yet but he has so my turn to take the chances and do what has to be done to stop this form happening to anyone else.
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I hope you both own firearms. I know bowyn has one and at least one bullet. So I hope you both have the most judicious accuracy, should the need arise.
Do not be afraid, They prey on fear. Steel yourself, and be prepared should the need to act show itself.
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