04-11-2013, 07:32 PM
Hey after going through your post,I too have a similar story and i have shared my story here too almost a yr ago..But yes i loathed myself and guilty when i tried my hands on my str8 cousin..as he is younger than me and i have seen him since he was a baby,however i controlled my temptation and overcome my problem(afterall no 1 can help in this,you got to control it)..But i did have sex with one of cousins when we were around 8yrs,it was consensual.We used to play rape scenes(inspired by movies),though we didnt understand what we were doin but we used to enjoy..but it automatically stopped when we turned 18-19..Now we don't even talk about it but banter is still friendly..But i don't feel guilty of that sexual encounter as it was consensual and we were kids..but yes,i accept that no matter what,i have done wrong and went against our ethics.So,in a society,one should sticks to its society norms..but still if you have the urge of doing it with them despite of trying hard and even they are also welcoming then i would say go for it..afterall its consensual and they don't have pussy..There are some religions like muslim and a 10percent of hindus get married to their cousins and uncles however large portion of hindus consider that a taboo.If anyone disagrees to my advise,keep it within you..