Out of the Lazarus pit - Hayden

[Wade]

Hey everyone,

I was Hayden, now I'm Wade. I guess there's a lot of folks leaving and returning lately, and I'm one of 'em. There's a couple reasons I left in the first place: I'm too impulsive for my own good. I have a tendency to go on sprees of destruction because I think it will make me feel better for some reason. Throw out old photos, old childhood artifacts, close facebook and online accounts, etc. Then I regret it. And that's what I did here.

I also tended to obsess over threads and posts I made (worrying if I upset anyone, if people think I'm stupid, and other ridiculous insecure thoughts) to the point that it was really very unhealthy. But that's no reason to leave. I just need to be a bit more mature (now you're reading the thoughts of a man that he should keep to himself if he were smart). And I really missed it. I've been very alone and lacking friendship for the last three years and I found real solace here and met some genuine and kind people. I'll probably leave again at some point again during a fit of sadness and self pity (because that's just kind of what I do), but I hope not for long.

Thanks,
Wade

[fjp999]

Well, let me be the first to welcome you back... I have a bad memory thing so not sure if I knew you back then being one of those returning as well.

Maybe the memory will become clearer as I read some of your post

[monk]

Welcome back!

[Dan1980]

Hi welcome back.

[Lilitu]

Yay you're back!

[Undreamt]

Part of the joys of online is being able to rant without inhibitions

nobody judges anything online seriously

[Kiid]

I don't get offended on the internet
And you are fully allowed your opinion. That's what forums are for n.n

And anyway gota keep your cute face round.

[SolemnBoy]

Yay, I missed your amusing use of sarcasm! c:

[Counselor]

There are so many more stupid people on the internet, you'd have to make a conscious effort to top them. Welcome back!

[Pix]

Glad you're still with us. mile: