I new at 13, fooled around till I was 18, joined the military, locked the closet door and got married. 2 great kids and 20 years later I opened the closet doors, and the rest as they say, is history.
I do look back sometimes and wish I'd left the closet doors open, but that seems like a lifetime ago now.
I like who I am now, not what others wanted me to be back then.......
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I thought high school boys got erections all the time. I don't mean constant but sort of like a yo-yo. I heard some boys wear a jock strap and/or loose pants because of it because they're tired of their crotch doing an imitation of a tent in class.
If I'm mistaken please let me know.
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I just didn't shower for that reason after gym. I'd shower when I got home instead. The locker room was ridiculous at my school, with fights and people sliding around like seals (I kid you not). The guys in my class also had amazing bodies, I would have been very obvious, and it wouldn't have gone well. Funnily enough, one of the jocks in my grade was very homosexual, and none of his friends knew, though I did. I wondered how he didn't give himself away sometimes.
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We only showered if we were in the swimming pool that day, and most of us kept our suits on. That said we still had to change out of em, some did it in the restroom stall (like me) or under towels. I just kepy my eyes shut to avoid looking.I'm such a prude in public. I find walking past underpants sections in stores emberassing...
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Ive always been attracted to men. I remember the earliest time in my life - I had a crush on a man down the street from where we lived when I was about 3 or 4 years old. He was in his late 20's, live alone, and was the manager of a movie theater. He had black hair, black moustache, and wore glasses. Probably why I love black hair, pale skin, and the nerdy types.
I never knew I was different or there was a name for it, until I read stories in the paper when I was about 13 years old...about the gay riots in New York. I looked up the work "homosexual" and realized there was a name for it....and that I was supposedly some sort of sick freak.
But my family never let on, talked about it, or anything.....I was just me, and they always treated me as me.
As far as school shower rooms go....I only had one asshole gym teacher ever force everybody to take showers...which is the ONLY time I ever took public showers. And pretty much all I did was strip, run into the shower to barely get wet, and then run back to my locker and put my clothes on. Hell, I could have become The Flash.
There was one guy who all the other guys were scared of. They stayed away from him. But I tried to become friends with him...not because of what he had, but because he was taller than me and was a nice guy. Anyway, his name was James and he was taller than me (I hit 6'-4" in 5th grade and stayed there) and he had a HUGE pecker. I mean, we are talking porn industry sized man meat here.
I had never been sexual early in life, but all I could think about what figuring out a way to get him!! I guess I am a slut at heart. HA HA HA
It never happened, but we were friends until I went to high school the next year. Didnt have to shower in PE in high school. Hate PE anyway, only took it one semester to get it over and done with, since it was something I HAD to take. Wasnt anything worth looking at in high school anyway, except for a couple of the teachers!
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