Life is soo complicated

[Randomteen]

im 15 and ive know im gay for like 3 years. im quite an intelligent person and have studied both the sexes intently i still have no idea how either of them think. you think someones your friend. i may just be paranoid but it seems that people i have told (about 20 close friends), some of them go out of their way to do things that piss me off. uhh i dont know. how can i tell my family, how do i deal with being obsessed with a straight guy. who is also a great friend. hes one of my best friends. i love being with him. he knows im gay but he doesnt know the way i feel about him. i hate it when he is around other people. i feel like hes mine. what can i do?

[marshlander]

im 15 and ive know im gay for like 3 years. im quite an intelligent person and have studied both the sexes intently i still have no idea how either of them think. you think someones your friend. i may just be paranoid but it seems that people i have told (about 20 close friends), some of them go out of their way to do things that piss me off. uhh i dont know. how can i tell my family, how do i deal with being obsessed with a straight guy. who is also a great friend. hes one of my best friends. i love being with him. he knows im gay but he doesnt know the way i feel about him. i hate it when he is around other people. i feel like hes mine. what can i do?

20 close friends? Wow That's some commitment ...

People are not property, but sometimes we allow ourselves to be borrowed ...

Dealing with an obsession is difficult. We can be obsessed with someone and find ourselves behaving in the most ridiculous manner, but still feeling unable to control it, even though we know exactly how ridiculous we are being.

Hopefully it's a phase and it will pass. Try and do something else that interests you. Enlist the support of some of those close friends to divert your attention elsewhere.

It won't make it any less painful, but good luck

[fjp999]

I dont have any special advice except to say that being young means that these things happen and you will learn to adapt and live on.

good luck and welcome to the site.

[Randomteen]

ty for help, ill try move on i suppose.

[marshlander]

ty for help, ill try move on i suppose.

Although ... on the other hand, sometimes it is exquisite agony just to wallow in the pain ... for a little while

Remember to look after yourself. Don't damage your feelings beyond repair.