*Wonders Where Shadow Is*

[Dan1089]

Are you afraid of dying?

[Smurlos]

On a serious note though,how do we know if something bad happened to one of our members?I keep thinking of sudanese and the dire political situation in his country,boy_toy and his issues and before I discovered that Enigma was banned,I thought maybe he kicked the bucket.How would you know that I'm dead?If I'm not online for a whole week.

Oh my god, Enigma got banned... I just thought he disappeared... Where was I? heh

It's a kind of magic

woo... glad to see you back in here shadow!!!


Dan... that's quite a scary thought really... Personally... if I was dead, then I'd probably have RIP messages put on my facebook by family / friends, those from here that have my facebook would then read them and probably let the rest of yas know.

Failing that.. I'm tempted to write a to-do list that someone WILL find should the worst happen!! *shivers*

I was having these kinda of thoughts after my car crash. In the ambulance I was worried that I was gonna be stuck in hospital for days and that Ian would think I was ignoring him or something and I wouldn't be able to speak to him for ages. And then I was thinking how close I was to dying and how would you know? And then I was thinking that no one knows Ian except me, so how on earth would he find out?? So many weird thoughts go through your mind at points like that.

Anyway, I'm glad everything was fine. But yeah, I was thinking of writing up a list of things I want done / people to be told etc. and then hiding it somewhere and telling only one person where it is so they will know exactly where it is.

[Dan1089]

Hmm...thought-provoking stuff Smurlos.When I almost died,the only thoughts I had were about my parents,how I disappointed them etc.Do you guys have wills?I made one when I was still a kid,with entries like "Give Gregory back his Westlife tape".I wonder what would happen to my stuff if I'd kicked the bucket.Doubt that my family would want anything so I think I'd want it given to charity.

[Smurlos]

Hmm...thought-provoking stuff Smurlos.When I almost died,the only thoughts I had were about my parents,how I disappointed them etc.Do you guys have wills?I made one when I was still a kid,with entries like "Give Gregory back his Westlife tape".I wonder what would happen to my stuff if I'd kicked the bucket.Doubt that my family would want anything so I think I'd want it given to charity.

LOL
I remember making a "pretend one" - i.e. not legally binding - on livejournal ages ago. It was like computer to go to my mate kayleigh, telly to go to my mum, debt to go to hell... hehe. But on a serious note, yeah, who knows. I'd assume that it would all go to my parents (not that I own much?) and then go from there. Wonder who would take my car... mum can't drive. I guess that she would sell everything and then have to split it between her and my dad... I think I'd leave a note saying everything to be sold and money distributed to my niece and nephew equally. That'd probably be the better plan.

AE: Oooh and that's why I felt guilty when I had my crash... coz all the way to the hospital I felt so alone... but it wasn't my parents I wanted there, I wanted my sister... and Ian. I dunno why my parents didn't come into my thoughts... I just felt sooo bad afterwards when I was thinking about it :-S

[Dan1089]

Absolutely no reason to feel guilty dude.I guess that those two people take priority in your life and they bring joy to your life.Greg drove me to hospital.I couldn't ask for anybody else next to me.

[Smurlos]

Absolutely no reason to feel guilty dude.I guess that those two people take priority in your life and they bring joy to your life.Greg drove me to hospital.I couldn't ask for anybody else next to me.

Yeah but after all they've done to bring me up etc. the least I could've done is spare a thought for them when my life flashed before my eyes... in fact I didn't have the life flash, all I had was ian's face in my head and me thinking "noooo you can't do this to me now that i've finally found the one i love and he's not gonna know what happened to me and he'll think i just disappeared and didn't like him..." and all random thoughts like that lol.

I wouldn't ever want anyone to think that I'd just disappear and not talk to them, see that's the thing with me, I like closure. Things have to be finalised... I don't like it being left all open and like anything could happen next ya know? So yeah, I wouldn't ever want anyone to think that if I suddenly disappeared and didn't respond to texts etc that I was avoiding them or ignoring them on purpose... 9 times out of 10 the only reason I would not reply over an extensive period of time would be for some very serious reason...

[princealbertofb]

Haha indeed! I wonder where it stems from! Glad to hear you are indeed still alive though :biggrin: mwah xx

From those days when they used those wooden rams to butt open the doors to cities and castles... an age old technique...

[princealbertofb]

Awwwwwwwwwww see you're like a MAGNET to me my dear - I'm right here !!

So sorry that I've not been on recently - work has been MANIC - I've moved into my own little office, and been given a new PC which is proving to be a BIT of a handful the little fiend, 'coz I can't split the feed across two monitors and so I'm having to work off one and that's doing my NUT in ...

... so my presence is going to be intermittent until I can get that up and running again, but then I'll be back fullbore mile:.

- you're so sweet Bruederlein xx

!?!?! Shadow !?!?!

I therefore wonder whether you've seen your special post... Shadz... Have you? It's waiting in Meeting Online board.

[Shadow]

Good Lord !!

How did we step so swiftly from welcome back to Shadow to what happens if you're dead and being eaten by mice whilst slumped over your keyboard and your GS peeps don't know ??

Which is a BLOODY good question by the way ... .

I'm fine (thanks everybody for your kind words) - I'm back as well just so's you know - I've been away, but now I'sa back BIG stylee .

xxx

!?!?! Shadow !?!?!

P.s. I think the answer to the question is that you develop friendships away from the boards - if I were dead (God forbid), it wouldn't take long for Smurlos and WLM to pick up on that, and they'd tell you ... xxx

P.p.s. Going there now (to the meeting online board) xx

[wouldlikemuscle]

P.s. I think the answer to the question is that you develop friendships away from the boards - if I were dead (God forbid), it wouldn't take long for Smurlos and WLM to pick up on that, and they'd tell you ... xxx

P.p.s. Going there now (to the meeting online board) xx

You're officially NOT ALLOWED to die yet anyway! lol :biggrin: xx