10-15-2013, 03:57 AM
This has been going on for about 2 years or so..please hear me out this is real and I'm not kidding about anything, so let's begin...well back then, I use to watch regular straight white guy white girl porn, then one day I came across an interracial porn video, and it cometely changed my life, I was loving it, I started watching more interracial porn and it got to the point that every girl I saw in person I would dream of them going black, then it got to the point where I didn't even wanna watch them have sex, I just wanted to see the girl give him a blowjob, then it got even worse, one guy wasn't enough, I started watching gang bangs, suddenly I realized the girl wasn't the thing turning me on...it was black guys, so I would look at pictures of naked black guys and I loved it, they're so beautiful, I slowly got into gay interracial porn videos and all I could think about was how lucky those white guys are, I thought to myself what about white guys? So I tried watching a regular gay porn video and it didn't turn me on at all..I needed black guys, I dreamed of them and I wanted them
Then I thought it was just a porn fantasy...then one day during class, a thug black boy was saggin his pants really love, showing off his boxers and his pants were under his ass cheeks, he goes to my desk to ask me for a paper, as I look down, I see his dick is literally showing off his boxers and it was right INFRONT of me, I never saw such a sexy thing in my life, I got really turned on, and then every day during gym class I'd get horny watching black guys change, I know for a fact now I find them extremely attractive in person now, and I ask myself if a black guy asked for a blowjob would I truly give him one?...the answer is I'll do anything he says..
Please help, is there something wrong? And am I gay? Bi? Please help it's been 2 years and I just need some clearance on this ..
Then I thought it was just a porn fantasy...then one day during class, a thug black boy was saggin his pants really love, showing off his boxers and his pants were under his ass cheeks, he goes to my desk to ask me for a paper, as I look down, I see his dick is literally showing off his boxers and it was right INFRONT of me, I never saw such a sexy thing in my life, I got really turned on, and then every day during gym class I'd get horny watching black guys change, I know for a fact now I find them extremely attractive in person now, and I ask myself if a black guy asked for a blowjob would I truly give him one?...the answer is I'll do anything he says..
Please help, is there something wrong? And am I gay? Bi? Please help it's been 2 years and I just need some clearance on this ..