10-16-2013, 07:47 AM
I am finding myself in a very odd situation and I searched the internet for advice, but I can’t seem to find much, so here is hoping someone insightful may have some constructive feedback for me.
Over the past year, I have made serious efforts to find a good boyfriend. I have been on 50 dates or something around those numbers and I am not even an inch closer to having a boyfriend, not even an inch despite spending day after day trying
After going on dates, I get 3 types of outcomes all the time (distributed quite evenly between the 3 categories):
1) Best friend zone: after going on a few dates, I get the “Oh you are so nice and fun to hang out with. Let’s be really good friends. What are you doing this weekend?†Followed up by text messages on various days asking me to go hang out with them, play the role of the wing-man in gay clubs/bars, go drink with them, get introduced to all their friends, etc. (Some of them go on to find boyfriends and I am stuck in the "good friend zone" going out with them and their boyfriends seeing all their romancing in my face while still being really attracted to him, which is really painful).
2) Sex zone: after going on a couple of dates, I get the “Oh I really think you are cute. Would you like to come back to my place?†Usually I accept after some hesitation and the first sex session is followed up by “hey, do you want to hang out on so and so day?†and then I get to know those guys’ sexual schedules and desires on an ongoing basis.
3) Rejection: after going on a date, I get the “sorry, I don’t think we work outâ€Â.
I can’t seem to figure out what I do wrong and what gay guys want in a boyfriend, so that I can at least try to change my behaviour The general theme with the way things turn out for me seems to be “Oh, you are so nice, sweet, and generous†followed by “let’s be good friends†or “let’s be sex buddiesâ€Â.
My closest friend thinks that I need to work on becoming a bit of an a**hole (but not too much of an a**hole) because guys respect that more and being nice may be interpreted as being desperate and no one likes desperation. I don’t know how I am supposed to be a bit of a**hole because it is so alien to me. And I don’t even know if this whole solution is necessarily beneficial …
Anyhow, my friends tell me I should stop being depressed about this whole thing and be thankful because there are many people who have trouble getting dates, finding sex, or making friends and I get all 3 regularly, but I feel lonely still without my romantic boyfriend and my biological clock is ticking haha.
I've never had a long term relationship and at this rate, I just can't see where it's going to come from.
Anyhow, many thanks for listening to me boring you with this non-sense and looking forward to hearing anyone who may have some thoughts about this!
Over the past year, I have made serious efforts to find a good boyfriend. I have been on 50 dates or something around those numbers and I am not even an inch closer to having a boyfriend, not even an inch despite spending day after day trying
After going on dates, I get 3 types of outcomes all the time (distributed quite evenly between the 3 categories):
1) Best friend zone: after going on a few dates, I get the “Oh you are so nice and fun to hang out with. Let’s be really good friends. What are you doing this weekend?†Followed up by text messages on various days asking me to go hang out with them, play the role of the wing-man in gay clubs/bars, go drink with them, get introduced to all their friends, etc. (Some of them go on to find boyfriends and I am stuck in the "good friend zone" going out with them and their boyfriends seeing all their romancing in my face while still being really attracted to him, which is really painful).
2) Sex zone: after going on a couple of dates, I get the “Oh I really think you are cute. Would you like to come back to my place?†Usually I accept after some hesitation and the first sex session is followed up by “hey, do you want to hang out on so and so day?†and then I get to know those guys’ sexual schedules and desires on an ongoing basis.
3) Rejection: after going on a date, I get the “sorry, I don’t think we work outâ€Â.
I can’t seem to figure out what I do wrong and what gay guys want in a boyfriend, so that I can at least try to change my behaviour The general theme with the way things turn out for me seems to be “Oh, you are so nice, sweet, and generous†followed by “let’s be good friends†or “let’s be sex buddiesâ€Â.
My closest friend thinks that I need to work on becoming a bit of an a**hole (but not too much of an a**hole) because guys respect that more and being nice may be interpreted as being desperate and no one likes desperation. I don’t know how I am supposed to be a bit of a**hole because it is so alien to me. And I don’t even know if this whole solution is necessarily beneficial …
Anyhow, my friends tell me I should stop being depressed about this whole thing and be thankful because there are many people who have trouble getting dates, finding sex, or making friends and I get all 3 regularly, but I feel lonely still without my romantic boyfriend and my biological clock is ticking haha.
I've never had a long term relationship and at this rate, I just can't see where it's going to come from.
Anyhow, many thanks for listening to me boring you with this non-sense and looking forward to hearing anyone who may have some thoughts about this!