Need some advice

[veep]

Thanks everyone for the thoughts and advice. I really appreciate every single one of your replies. They help me tremendously.

It's been a rough few days because I don't want to mess things up. It feels like since the trip ended, we have been talking less, but without a doubt big part of that is because I have been reaching out less. Which may in fact be interpreted as though I have lost interest. It's very complicated.

As you all say, the only way out of it is by talking about it and confronting things for what they are. I am only torn because I can also see how sometimes talking about things makes them worse. It can create extra pressure. I am not sure.

Thanks again,

J