Excuse me Bowyn? Excuse fucking me?
I don't give a shit about being ignored. I actually like going through life without all the Drama people put on me because I am gay and not "normal" as you put it.
Okay, so what I am young and want to see feminine guys Here? Its not because I feel ignored or that my "group" is unnoticed or whatever, what you think I'm dumb to not have noticed?
Of course the louder you are, the more noticed you are, so of course people like myself will be given the symbolism for what is gay, but my reason for even starting this thread was for appreciation, same as the daddy thread, because its something I, me, myself and fucking moi, find to be under appreciated in the gay culture and often discriminated against and it's because of the "normals" as you put it and hyper masculine guys that this is so, because of the community, Gay Men are the most judgemental and of the community in specific, its men who in an attempt to salvage masculinity or "normalcy" are Feminine men shunned.
Don't you dare fucking tell me, that you've not seen the discrimination and total abhor of feminity in the gay culture systemically speaking. And its because of this very reason of being noticed is this accomplished more easily so and toward feminine males by and from "normals" and so on.
I don't care for fame, notoriety , popularity, its all trivial and superfluous.
I like to talk, have friends, be social, but this does not make me want to be noticed all the time.
I'm sorry your life is not treating you kindly and for whatever reasons so, but you honestly BA were simply erroneous this time in your calculations.
And whether or not you were being playful or not, I'm not.
Don't get mad or rude with me, because I took the initiative to make what I want to happen, happen. Make your thread, I'd be glad to participate or read it, who knows whose life you may change and possibly make better?
You may be older than me Bowyn, been through a lot more than I have, Aids epidemic, wars all that and I respect you for that, because I most likely will never have to, but you seem to not realize lives run parallel and incongruous to one another and that your troubles and my troubles cannot be compared outside of personal opinions and that just because you have them, that they should dictate your life.
All that was done to you, is happening to you and will happen to you are things you need to learn from. Harping and sitting on your past and mistakes and problems only proliferate to more.
I do respect you BA, and I realize I can be snappy and bitchy, its who I am and have become, but I think you may need to figure out who you are and and what you want to become. And inhibitives will not be a solution as I'm sure you already know.
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