first time

[anonymous33]

hi. so for a very long time I considered myself strait, but had the urge to find out what sex is like with another guy. I have always fantisised about it. I discouvered a long time ago the prostate is just an awesome thing. I have played with toys and I have always wanted to see what the real thing is like. im going to receive.. its what I want I have a gay friend who is more than willing to help me out.
It took a long time to get the confidance to talk to him about this. and after a few years of me chickening out of takeing the plunge and going through with it. we have talked more in the past few days and its on for this weekend. I have been wanting to do this for years and years and now its gonna happen. as it turns out he always wanted to hook up with me but thought he had no shot cause I was not gay.
over 10 years a go when I meet him I knew if I was ever gonna expirement it would be with him. its taken me over 10 years to get to this point. I really wish it didn't take me this long. ha ha. so it turn out we bolth really want eachother which is pretty cool.
this will be my first time! any advice tips and receiving. also how much do you really enjoy receiving? It really seems to me like im gonna absolutey love it... sorry for long first post but just wanted to share. thanks