I don't even know where to start...*sigh*

[CellarDweller]

I hope you don't lose any sleep over this, Shannon. You made a mistake. Guess what? You're human! Congratulations!

Given how long you went without male contact, I'm not surprised. Now, consider this a learning experience, and think how you can change it so it won't happen again.

As for dating sites, I have been on a few....and while I haven't found an LTR, I have met some nice guys there, and I never felt pressured into sex by any of them.

[ChadCoxRox]

I guess the point of this is that I a really disappointed in myself. This isn't what I want.

So, *sigh*, time to buy some self respect since I left it all at Mr. Flashy's house.

And yes, protection was used, I'm easy, not stupid!!!

You are just too much! I'm totally loving your posts. And I'm NOT laughing AT you Shannon!!! Please believe me! Holy MOLY!!!

It was not "what you wanted" but it was clearly what you decided so why not "part" of what you want. Making your journey about mistakes is a choice. You were safe. You learned and you got laid! What's the problem? Oh, and you didn't disclose how was the sex??? Geeeez. OK so sordid details are NOT what I'm after here. I just wanna continue to smile in my happiness for you brother. Was it okay? Is it gonna be okay? I'm excited! Grown damn good looking man going for it. Pffffft not what he wanted he said... YEP that is not the man for you beyond the sex and you are not really in it just for sex... BUT how was the sex???

Have fun dear. Don't you deserve that? Are you not working hard and tending to your own business? Stay healthy and safe. No risk, no fruit!

[AlohaShannon]

Thanks for the encouraging words everyone!

So how was it you ask? Let me start by saying his body was like that of a Greek god. Every place where there was a muscle was defined like a statue. I couldn't help myself, I had to run my fingers down every contoured line. His skin was dark chocolate and smooth (mostly)...yeah that's right, I have jungle fever, so what!?!?! And his cock - can I say cock? - was like a piece of ebony wood with just the right amount of curve. It was quite large indeed! But I was a brave little soldier and I went to war with that monster! If I may be crass for just a moment, he split me like wet pine!!! I think I'm walking funny too. I also discovered that not everyone knows about coconut oil for lube. It is VERY long lasting and doesn't get that tacky feel after awhile that other lubes do. Plus it is 100% natural and safe. I've been using it on my toys for years. Great for burns and after shaving or waxing.

Back to the story...he was a bit rough and I had to ask him to slow down since he was attacking me with something so large...it felt like a baseball bat! I definitely prefer more gentle sex for sure. His curve was so perfect that while I was on my back I almost came from just the sex. If only he was more attentive to my needs...men are so selfish! We were in a couple positions and it felt great to have be able to excite him and turn him on the he was. But it was clear that he madturbates a lot because he had jerk himself off furiously to finish. It is a good thing he is dark skinned or else his dick would be black and blue today. I will commend him on being able to go more than once though. I got him off another two times orally (partially I guess since he needed to continue beating himself into submission).

So that's about that. Hopefully what I wrote isn't inappropriate for the site, I'm not sure where the line is drawn.

[Wolfpack]

Thanks for the encouraging words everyone!

So how was it you ask? Let me start by saying his body was like that of a Greek god. Every place where there was a muscle was defined like a statue. I couldn't help myself, I had to run my fingers down every contoured line. His skin was dark chocolate and smooth (mostly)...yeah that's right, I have jungle fever, so what!?!?! And his cock - can I say cock? - was like a piece of ebony wood with just the right amount of curve. It was quite large indeed! But I was a brave little soldier and I went to war with that monster! If I may be crass for just a moment, he split me like wet pine!!! I think I'm walking funny too. I also discovered that not everyone knows about coconut oil for lube. It is VERY long lasting and doesn't get that tacky feel after awhile that other lubes do. Plus it is 100% natural and safe. I've been using it on my toys for years. Great for burns and after shaving or waxing.

Back to the story...he was a bit rough and I had to ask him to slow down since he was attacking me with something so large...it felt like a baseball bat! I definitely prefer more gentle sex for sure. His curve was so perfect that while I was on my back I almost came from just the sex. If only he was more attentive to my needs...men are so selfish! We were in a couple positions and it felt great to have be able to excite him and turn him on the he was. But it was clear that he madturbates a lot because he had jerk himself off furiously to finish. It is a good thing he is dark skinned or else his dick would be black and blue today. I will commend him on being able to go more than once though. I got him off another two times orally (partially I guess since he needed to continue beating himself into submission).

So that's about that. Hopefully what I wrote isn't inappropriate for the site, I'm not sure where the line is drawn.

:0 wow that was so hot I am speechless hehe

[timboy]

i feel like i just watched porn

[ChadCoxRox]

OK so I asked for that... Great Scott!

[CarGuy65]

WOW! Better than porn because you can use your mind to visualize. Shannon,you definately have a way of story telling with a humorous twist. Not offended at all. Paul

[Mark]

Gosh! Sounds like you did enjoy it haha I'm glad for you Even if it means you can't walk correctly :p