Bhp91126 Wrote:Aww. Cheer up! You could be at the other side of the planet, living in a homophobic society, dealing with traditional family expectations, broke and single.
See, it's all a matter of perspective.
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Actually young people people in my city is not homophobic at all as currently I'm out with everyone and al my friends are ok with that
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And the part of family expectations is so true, but luckily I have my mom supports me all the way as a gay guy although she was really sad when I first came out to her.
Things that pull me down is the goals that I have set. Studying, finding a way to move to a more stable country, got lot of friends but nobody really understands me... The hardest thing is this culture, people here extremely prefer a fake modesty to confidence. I don't feel safe when talking with them.
Last but not least, as a common emotion of guys in their 20s, I do need somebody O_O
All that made me so depressed last year, now it gets better a bit.
I know everything will be ok though, I'm just enjoying the insecurity as a gift life has thrown in my face lol.
So emotional that I talk so much, but thank you for being so kind