I want to go see that mega storm movie tonight but I want to see MasterChef and Hotel Hell.....damn...what to do? If I go to the 10:10 show I might have to miss the last part of Hotel Hell but if I go to the 7: 30 show I will miss MasterChef and it's the only regular show I watch now in the summer......
Hoping that if I say it out loud a solution will appear...
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I just accidently swatted and injured an insect that I thought was a fly but that I can no longer identify and now I feel bad and I don't know if I should let it live or kill it? :frown:
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How it's a wise choice not to go out of my way to make friends anymore.
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Hello everyone, some may remember me from before some may not but just a quick hi to say i am back.
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I'm a : Bi Man in a Monogamous Straight Relationship
Starsign: Gemini
Mood:
Seems to be a lot on my mind at the minute... so little time with so much to do, so do nothing and contemplate my own existence.
So many questions, with multiple answers, but which answers seem the most logical... all just mumbling nonsense running through my mind, nothing but gibberish which seems to be spilling out at the moment.
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I hate that I am putting so much of my happiness/"spirit" (or lack thereof) on having a "career" and figuring myself out professionally. It has been a great source of stress and discontent in my life the past few years.
Maybe I'm just expecting too much out of myself. I have friends and acquaintances who are doing jobs they just "fell into", jobs that are just "jobs"...etc.
I don't know if I should just go with whatever I can land and make a decent living doing instead of trying to find to chase after something that makes me feel "fulfilled". This entire saga is getting so old now that i even hate talking to my partner and friends about it. I hate feeling like a whining man. I just keep my feelings bottled up inside.
It's funny--I feel so confident and "together" in every other aspect of my life, but professionally...I'm so lost. It's a shame.
It shouldn't be this hard.
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