I'm thinking that this site has been lagging so badly for me lately that it deters me from posting more. I feel like I'm walking through a bog of molasses.
I was drinking last night and spamming Facebook. I PMed someone with some stupid message and he blocked me. I should get off Facebook when I'm drinking, or even not just drink. People really dislike me and I just annoy them online. It's not all in my head - almost no one likes me (except maybe 1 or 2 people who find my drunk posts funny, but they're not funny so those people are probably boring). It's kind of annoying, but I can't help but think how much of an achievement it is. I'm not odd in a quirky way, I'm odd in a boring/annoying way, as in, "it's odd that someone could be that boring/annoying.". I'm not one to blow my own trumpet (or anyone else's, for that matter), but this is quite a feat.