What's on Your Mind

[Cridders88]

Oh boy, it's always a weird feeling seeing what I put out there vs what I keep to myself. I'm no where near the cold hearted SOB I show to the rest (big shocker for people here lol)

Pfftt. No shock here

[Insertnamehere]

Pfftt. No shock here

It may or may not have to be with the amount of hugs I throw.

[Cridders88]

Just realised, I think that was me, failing to read sarcasm. Again. DOH! lol.

[Insertnamehere]

Just realised, I think that was me, failing to read sarcasm. Again. DOH! lol.

Don't worry. That's a very cute trait

[Miles]

Mother nature is very cruel

[Insertnamehere]

Mother nature is very cruel

You know as far as planets go, our is the least violent :eek:

*positive thinking, positive thinking*

So the whole storming is also a thing there? Again?

[Emiliano]

Que esta pasando con mi cuerpo?

[trywait]

Oh boy, it's always a weird feeling seeing what I put out there vs what I keep to myself. I'm no where near the cold hearted SOB I show to the rest (big shocker for people here lol)

yes mary and you're the queen of france!


you're nowhere near as cold as that Antarctic you keep referring to!

now be that lovey dovey teddy bear we all know is inside!

[trywait]

Lately I've been thinking on how glad I am to be a strong will person. I don't think I would make it if I am not mentally strong. I fell off emotionally many times throughout the years (childhood, teenager, young adult and last year). But I always fight back.

My physical trademark is my injured left leg, which some people consider me as a disabled lad. Additionally my hugely criticized face, which some people suggested me to do plastic surgery on it. Plus surgery scars and stretch marks all over my body due to my transformation from morbid obese to what I am now.

All these are solid enough to kill me off, emotionally; If I'm not a strong person.

Granted I went through hell to fight each demon but I defeated them. Most of the time.

I don't care if some people consider me as disabled, which I am not. For a 'disabled' person, I sure know how to kick some butt in sports, gym and such.

I don't care anymore if people want to criticize my face by saying it's sunken or such. I happened to like my post obese face. I don't think I'm good looking but I look decent enough for yours truly to be happy with.

As for my surgery scars and stretch marks. Holy, I was scared and embarrassed of each scar. But that was then. I now realized that I should be proud of them. Each of my scar represents my badass history to be who I am today. And nowadays, I just wear sleeveless tee in the gym. Gym members tend to stare but I don't care.

So I am thankful for being a strong will, stubborn and highly determined person.

I just hope one day I will meet a man who can appreciate my history and myself as who I am with open arms.

jay, you're freaking awesome dude! aint no type of adversity will bring a good man down! keep chugging mate!

[Insertnamehere]

Que esta pasando con mi cuerpo?

OMG is that the same actress that gave us the infamous "fucking cripple" scene? :eek: