What's on Your Mind

[starlight]

Again i have a certain thought and feeling ruminating, it hurts and i want to do something about it but i will struggle to. Its something i have a urge to do but i know is unattainable :'(

[MikeW]

Again i have a certain thought and feeling ruminating, it hurts and i want to do something about it but i will struggle to. Its something i have a urge to do but i know is unattainable :'(

[Emiliano]

Do laundry
Clean the floors
Do the dishes
Organize/straighten up
Review my notes for the tour I'm giving next week
Clean the litter box
Bring down my trash
Email my boss some end of the week stuff
Drink wine
Watch Empire
Eat food



Today's to do list

[starlight]

Either i wish i was dead or people would fuck off fully out my life instead of half being there, whats the point in ignoring me on and off? why not just have nothing to do with me. Fuck off

[Insertnamehere]

I'm not defeated yet.

[MikeW]

Either i wish i was dead or people would fuck off fully out my life instead of half being there, whats the point in ignoring me on and off? why not just have nothing to do with me. Fuck off

LOL... I'm glad you told me you weren't directing that at me!! :eek:

But wishing you were dead because someone is an ass is kind of extreme. Giving all the power to THEM. We never know what is going on inside someone else. How much their behavior has to do with us. Usually not nearly as much as we think. But, then again, just telling them to fuck the hell off is one solution. Perhaps not the best but certainly one.

[starlight]

My mind?? I want to feel a part of something closer than what i have, i feel rebellious, i want to run away alot of the time, i want to form close bonds, i feel weak, i feel powerless, i feel alone, i feel i need to do certain things for me but risk losing alot if i do. I want to travel and experience other cultures and feel free, i have that Wanderlust feeling, i think ill stop there.

[Insertnamehere]

Arginines. Fucking arginines andf their fucking massive protecting groups and their fucking double coupling needs and their fucking expensive price.

[starlight]

Scruffy bastards who have never worked a day in their life who get benefits and have more than me and i work and have no break and get death threats. People who are just pure lazy and along with the former get far in life as other people carry them, meaning harder work for me. Othe twats who think they can put change in a machine worth hundreds for me to count, i got the better of them and didnt pay them back in notes, they got coins back. People who just are not there for you yet they say they are. Am i just a fucking fool????? seriously am i,

[starlight]

Why the fuck i still post here fuck knows, im not needed