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I'm a : Single Gay Man
Starsign: Capricorn
Mood: None
I worry about things like my future. It's frustrating.
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I think about work for the next day, and then start wondering where my life is heading, and whats going to be happening in the near future, then imagination kicks in and I start daydreaming
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I have a very heavy conscience. .. so many hours before bed are spent putting life. Love. Regrets and mistakes in perspective...
Just soul searching to become a better human being.
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I'm a : Gay Man in an Open Gay Relationship
Starsign: Gemini
Mood:
I can only fall asleep at night with the help of drugs which I take before crawling into bed. Once in bed I try to think up stories, usually a movie or a book that I read and change something significant and try to spin the story that way. Getting into a story helps me fall asleep.
Bernd
Being gay is not for Sissies.
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School when I was in school. Now that's replaced by work. Future plans. Things I should have done or still should do. Friends I should get into contact with. Things I've said. Regrets about things. Random stuff and ideas I might have absorbed during the past day or week or months or whatever. Sex. Sexual fantasies. Weird half-asleep dreamlike stories/narratives/scenarios. The things I'm afraid of. How powerless I feel and how fucked up I am. How fucked up this all is.
Lately, my crush.
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Always something different every time, whatever's on my mind really. Sometimes I think of scenes from movies, other times I pull the covers over my head and imagine that my bed's hanging from a really tall tree. It's really relaxing, in theory at least lol
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