Need major help

[LEANDRONJ]

I'll be honest with you Kaclerlacka! the first and foremost source and solution to your problem is NOT BY ASKING ADVISE from strangers on the internet! go and see a psychologist or a psychiatrist. They are the one ones who would be able to help you and give you the best and most sound advise anyone can ever give you!

[meridannight]

if you can't control it, then you should go see a professional on this subject. most people have already advised that. Steve said you don't take your medication. is that true? do you not see the problem with that?

you've made three posts on this thread and avoided all the serious questions/feedback directed your way, and instead kept on the same track as your first post, and focused on minor diversions. you say you want guidance, and you have been given some sound advice here by several members, but i don't see you taking it.

[ChadCoxRox]

You are hypersensitive. This is natural when you are stressed. I don't see anyone making fun of you. The levity in the posts is relating TO you and in support of you and not against the seriousness of your concern. Don't turn away from us when you are safer here than anywhere else on or off the net for the moment. Yes you CLEARLY need some expert guidance. There is some of that here, but as mentioned, talking about it here will only help so much and THAT depends on you continuing to talk with us about it...through the good, the bad and the ugly. So stay connected friend and in time you will read back and see the care and genuine consideration more than any joking NOT intended to hurt you.

I think it's cool you come back and engage so it's good to say what you think and feel here. Just stay open and, yes, don't take any crap here without letting us have both barrels buddy! I hope you feel much better really soon!

[MikeW]

I'm kinda hurt by the people making jokes about this. I mean, I ddint ask to think about this. I didn't ask to worry about this. I want to have a clear mind just like everyone else. It's a challenge for me to do that and interrupts my life. I kinda came here looking for a bt of guidance and instead from some people I get made fun of? Idk why one would do that, making fun of someone for a condition they didn't ask for or have little control over?

I hear you, it isn't fair to make fun of you. On the other hand this is a public forum and there are different personality types here. All in all we're nice people but that doesn't mean we don't act a bit silly or crazy sometimes. Maybe even get down right rude on occasion. We're human. FYI, Virge may not have been well when he made his post, either, so take all of it with a large grain of salt. As much as we all need to respect one another, we all also need to learn to laugh at ourselves and our foibles.

None of us understand why you're concerned about this guy. You've not provided any good reason other than he has you address. Is there something you haven't told us? Something he said or did that you felt was inappropriate?

[LEANDRONJ]

Thank you for clearing that out guys! I don't think this individual have no idea of the mental stresses he is putting himself in without professional help! all of us can give him all the support he is looking for, and I am sad to say it is not going to help one bit! mainly because as some of you have noticed he doesn't seem to follow the medical care that he is already under!

[ChadCoxRox]

Thank you for clearing that out guys! I don't think this individual have no idea of the mental stresses he is putting himself in without professional help! all of us can give him all the support he is looking for, and I am sad to say it is not going to help one bit! mainly because as some of you have noticed he doesn't seem to follow the medical care that he is already under!

I don't know for sure about your experiences but I've seen a GREAT DEAL of help come out of talking about issues on and off the net. I get what you are saying and don't mean to discount the seriousness of the OP's need. I'm just saying I've seen LOTS of gratitude for LOTS of help come from being engaged on GS.

The OP is emotionally and cognitively ill, but he's also immature and serious about being frightened. It is BEST to stay connected here with as much support as we can give. Kackerlaka, we all care...even if you can't see how right now because of jokes and your emotional turmoil.

I say, for now, leave this guy alone. Stay away on purpose. Focus on keeping you safe hour by hour. Since you have OCD you can do that better than many. Keeping you safe means staying out of any more engagement with this person and getting connected with some expert help near you. There LOTS of help where you are at and my guess is you already know that. Reach out and work it buddy.

Keep coming back here!!!!!

[LEANDRONJ]

I don't know for sure about your experiences but I've seen a GREAT DEAL of help come out of talking about issues on and off the net. I get what you are saying and don't mean to discount the seriousness of the OP's need. I'm just saying I've seen LOTS of gratitude for LOTS of help come from being engaged on GS.

The OP is emotionally and cognitively ill, but he's also immature and serious about being frightened. It is BEST to stay connected here with as much support as we can give. Kackerlaka, we all care...even if you can't see how right now because of jokes and your emotional turmoil.

I say, for now, leave this guy alone. Stay away on purpose. Focus on keeping you safe hour by hour. Since you have OCD you can do that better than many. Keeping you safe means staying out of any more engagement with this person and getting connected with some expert help near you. There LOTS of help where you are at and my guess is you already know that. Reach out and work it buddy.

Keep coming back here!!!!!

My intent is not to degrade the genuine well intended advice given by most posters on this website! I can read between the lines and am 100% sure that this individual needs immediate professional help. People in that state of mind every delayed second from getting professional one to one attention is more important and useful than any good intended advise given here! just saying

[Rareboy]

Yes, you need major help. And not from any internet chat board.

Find a good therapist and/or psychiatrist. Listen to them. I've read your history here, and I know how you feel about medications. Take what is prescribed by your doctor/therapist. And stop going off your medication. Yes, the meds have side effects, but more importantly they stop you from the type of behavior you're exhibiting now.

My only other advice is to find a good therapist to talk to about what bothers you. Not nameless, faceless people you can easily ignore and argue with online, A real person. A good therapist will help you immensely.
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This. I don't see any humour in this situation at all. The OP has an acknowledged case of OCD. Combined with a paranoic fear that an internet contact might do them harm....this could be debilitating. Get some help. Take your meds.

[Kackerlacka]

I hear you, it isn't fair to make fun of you. On the other hand this is a public forum and there are different personality types here. All in all we're nice people but that doesn't mean we don't act a bit silly or crazy sometimes. Maybe even get down right rude on occasion. We're human. FYI, Virge may not have been well when he made his post, either, so take all of it with a large grain of salt. As much as we all need to respect one another, we all also need to learn to laugh at ourselves and our foibles.

None of us understand why you're concerned about this guy. You've not provided any good reason other than he has you address. Is there something you haven't told us? Something he said or did that you felt was inappropriate?

Never done anything inappropriate, I was never ever worried about him, until just abot 3 nights ago this just came into my mind "what f he comes out to kill me in the future" ...he hasn't done anytning at all. Im not worried about rape. Im a big muscular dude, workout at the gym and I am strong (not trying to brag im just saying im a fit dude). I can easily take anyone, but if they have a gun...hell no I cannot take them on...I would be done in a heartbeat.

[Kackerlacka]

He even insisted that we stopped talking so I am not stressed out by this...I do go to therapy. I can go whenever I need it.

I have been doing much better. I only get one obsession every 2 weeks or so, and it usually only lasts like 2 or 3 days. Instead now its lasted 3 days, and it has cooled down a bit this obsession. I just do not want it to be a long term obsession.