11-12-2014, 10:43 PM
I've been confessing a lot of stuff on GS (have no idea why!) lately and today I have another one for you and it's really stupid.
On my thread about ex 'boyfriends' (I use the term loosely) I mentioned a sex addict that I used to meet and fuck at the beach.
I once caught him with another guy and was so upset that I did terrible things to his car.
I didn't just scratch it, I did lots of terrible things. And here's what makes it even more pathetic:
a) I did it twice.
b) I felt immensely happy when it happened
c) I cut my finger while doing it and had to rush to the hospital and get stitches (divine punishment?)
d) I actually met him again and had sex with him several times after the events but never told him anything.
I feel really bad about it now, I wish I could somehow compensate him. He's a creep but I behaved like a psycho.
I'd love to know your thoughts on the subject of revenge. I don't think it's worth it, not even in the case of infidelity.
On my thread about ex 'boyfriends' (I use the term loosely) I mentioned a sex addict that I used to meet and fuck at the beach.
I once caught him with another guy and was so upset that I did terrible things to his car.
I didn't just scratch it, I did lots of terrible things. And here's what makes it even more pathetic:
a) I did it twice.
b) I felt immensely happy when it happened
c) I cut my finger while doing it and had to rush to the hospital and get stitches (divine punishment?)
d) I actually met him again and had sex with him several times after the events but never told him anything.
I feel really bad about it now, I wish I could somehow compensate him. He's a creep but I behaved like a psycho.
I'd love to know your thoughts on the subject of revenge. I don't think it's worth it, not even in the case of infidelity.