Feeling defeated.

[Hardheaded1]

Hey everyone so I did find a job. Panda Express.. At least its a start. I am also doing toys for tots with my stepdad tomorrow. I hope this makes me feel a little better.

That's great. Panda will keep you busy, put you in the path of meeting lots of folks, and it's a job.

Good for you.

Learning to trust others is relative to the others you surround yourself with. Over time, you'll learn with experience how to spot a truthful person.

[Lexington]

Orange chicken, please.

Lex

[danvotion86]

Ya but they pay 9 dollars an hour I was shocked. My next goal is to get a car. I am 28 years old and never had a DL before....

My bf stopped by to get his work badge so him and his friend could go work out. I was kinda bummed he didnt stay. But he gave me a kiss in front of his friend.

He liked my beard but with this job I had to shave. He did mention it that i look alot different without the beard. I guess I look in to things too hard and make my life more miserable.

Thanks you guys for really being there for me. I really need to work on me.