01-28-2015, 03:01 PM
Today, I was taking the train to work in the morning. I was sitting at the two-seater seat and the seat beside me was empty. then, at the next station there was this guy who sat beside me. Soon, he started going to sleep and his head ended up on my shoulder.
I didn't move. I continued to let him rest on my shoulders because I enjoyed it. It felt like my boyfriend was sleeping on my shoulders. Yup, I considered him as a "temporary boyfriend"for that whole train ride. His arms brushed against me but I didn't move an inch.
For a person like me who has been yearning for a boyfriend for years, it felt wonderful. For a guy like me who has not experienced cuddling in his life, it felt good.
Soon, after like 20 minutes, he woke up and left. Thus "ended our relationship".
Am I crazy to think like this? Will I ever get to experience like this in real life with my future partner with real love?
I didn't move. I continued to let him rest on my shoulders because I enjoyed it. It felt like my boyfriend was sleeping on my shoulders. Yup, I considered him as a "temporary boyfriend"for that whole train ride. His arms brushed against me but I didn't move an inch.
For a person like me who has been yearning for a boyfriend for years, it felt wonderful. For a guy like me who has not experienced cuddling in his life, it felt good.
Soon, after like 20 minutes, he woke up and left. Thus "ended our relationship".
Am I crazy to think like this? Will I ever get to experience like this in real life with my future partner with real love?