Back in August, I looked on Gumtree for people to move in with because I needed somewhere to stay. I found this boy who needed an extra person for his flat with him and his friend. I didn't meet his friend until a few weeks afterwards, but I knew his name so I looked him up on Facebook, and looked through his photos. He was kind of chubby and he had a beard and he was really handsome - he had my idea of the perfect body. I was really excited about meeting him. He was straight, and I didn't really realise or admit to myself that this was a gay 'crush'. Soon after I moved in, I heard him talking about going to the beach or something and having to strip down to his boxers to go for a swim and I was fascinated by the image I had in my head. I also caught him going to and from the shower with nothing but a towel. Unfortunately, I couldn't see his tummy but I saw his chest. He is kind of fat, but well-proportioned. I loved seeing him wear tight t-shirts. He is quite thick/stocky, chubby and kind of muscular. I would love to see him in his underwear. But I never considered doing anything with him, I just wanted to see him with his clothes off.
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I;ve had weird encounters so to speak...I have some straight guy friends who are now aware that I am a gay man and have no problem with it. However, I do recall several guys that I found very attractive and once our friendship began to evolve...I made the decision to reveal to them my sexuality just in case some "drama queen" that knows you from the gay club scene who saw us hanging out together and decide to be deceitful and go behind my back to inform him of this. What I found surprising is that each guy that I've done this with have gotten closer to me for being upfront about my sexuality and every last one of them would question me if I was attracted to them and why I have not made a pass at them? In fact, each one would spend alone time with me listening to music and drinking liquor and then would get very comfortable with me to the point where they would initiate sex with me by taking off their clothes and urging me to do the same and then making me promise that whatever happens between us ...stays between us. Afterwards, I have had some of these guys get jealous if they saw me hanging out with a guy and that I did not understand to say the least.
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I think some Gay guys look hot.
oh well.
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RE Straight guys and crushes.........
2013-2014 I was on a roll with straight friends here who fit one of these situations, always catching me alone at home .....
A. Telling me they always wanted to try it with a guy and then making it obvious they wanted that guy to be me... One of them got up to take a leak and came back with his pants undone wagging his wienie at me... Since then I've gotten real good at avoiding being alone with any new acquaintance until I'm sure he's not going to get freaky.
B. Coming over for sleep over parties during the winter (no drinking and driving allowed - with 12 empty beds) ...... ending up "passed out" usually clothes half off... on my bed...
C. Sending me nekkid pics....... or wanting to get on cam and "chat."
D. Coming over drunk to confess being bisexual and scared to tell anyone or do anything but me... while constantly rubbing their crotches and asking if I have any porn....
hahahahahaha! That mess is over now I hope. If I'm home alone and the door bell rings I peep out the LR drapes to decide if I'm going to answer or not.
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Two or three here. You tell yourself you won't fall for someone, but then you become friends, find similar interests and before you know it you're crushing hard on them.
Tough place to be, especially when they find a girlfriend and you become his male confidante for relationship talks.
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