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Entitled; "The Lover"
Here I am, here you are not lying with my conscience burning in the cold,
The centre of busy roads symbolically remind me of your double meanings,
I am your greatest acheivement, love once lost and lost again, again...
-The lover moves from the selfishness of self-pity to the selfishness of one-sided love-
There you are, your effortlessly shining light, and your smirking, your knowing,
It's in those brown eyes where I can still deny, still believe, wow, you're beautiful,
And wow, I need to get over myself, you died two weeks ago, to everyone but me...
...You said you would, oh, God, you said you would, but you didn't did you?
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"Ugh, yeah! You like that don't you? Tight little shit likes it! I'm gonna tear you a new one!-"
Oh, I'm sorry, am I interrupting? You're serious about this relationship?
As God is my witness, you are another season, another time to pass,
In and out in more ways than one, leave me in two, use me as your escape...
"He... He did things to me Mommy, he...-"
Wow, we've really gone deep this time haven't we? HA. Old habits die hard, like my forgiveness...
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Entitled; "The Sex-Doll Speaks"
Surprise, surprise, I find ourselves to be outsiders in our own love,
You're closer than never but not necessarily the sooner the better,
I am that I am not, not of my own doing, it's the you I must find...
Empty heartspaces for rent are to be mine for the times we never had,
I'm a robot, why love a human when you can invent a limited doppelganger,
It's a statement of that which is not a question of love or it's close cousin...
I'm bleeding battery fluid from my mouth, and it's all for the inner you,
Happiness brands itself as something seperate and palpable, something,
The apple of your eye is nothing but you being my only wish... Well?
Are you going to use me yet?
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DtotheJtotheM Wrote:"Ugh, yeah! You like that don't you? Tight little shit likes it! I'm gonna tear you a new one!-"
Oh, I'm sorry, am I interrupting? You're serious about this relationship?
As God is my witness, you are another season, another time to pass,
In and out in more ways than one, leave me in two, use me as your escape...
"He... He did things to me Mommy, he...-"
Wow, we've really gone deep this time haven't we? HA. Old habits die hard, like my forgiveness...
Seems like youre exploring new areas.
WoW!
Very powerful.
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...Heh, when I knock, I can hear the hollowed-out echoes of bodies colliding,
Watermark upon the door turns into a hole and then I have mouths for eyes,
Hand of hearts up their sleeved lips and already I am played as I then enter.
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I know that now you think that you sexually abusing me was a passing fad,
A life of the times, something mistaken for someone else's words but yours,
But when you broke me, you didn't even buy me, you stole me, you stole me...
Yes, I'm sure it made sense at the time to pin me down upon the sand,
I'm sure I was at fault for being there when my brother was being born,
I see the sea and the sea sees me, but the endless sea has no one to tell...
Now, now, you weren't the last, I've been made to swallow many more keys,
Keys to hearts that functioned from their own heads that I myself gave them,
The problem was that there was no moral to the story, only to my indulgence...
...I'm looking for you so that I can forgive you.
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[ENTER THE LOVER STAGE RIGHT, THE LOVER SPEAKS]
Let's not fight, I'm tired, can we please just go to sleep?
No, no, I want to be ignorant, let's make up our "now",
Some destinies are meant to be undecided, why not ours?
Stop shaking me, don't push me, I'm your little ragdoll,
But this is just ridiculous, hold me close, no, don't go,
STOP IT, please, do not break us like you did the delf...
Why are you mad at me? I was looking for fulfillment,
You were the ignorant one in the first place Goddamn it!
Stop putting me on hold, now, let's forget and...
[THE LOVER'S VOICE CRACKS]
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If you want, I can give you everything you ever wanted,
If you don't, I can still do the same, anything, for you,
If I'm coming across as clingy, it's only because I'm afraid...
If you'll smile, even just the once, I can disappear forever,
If you don't, I can leave you to the path you have chosen,
If I'm the reason, I can't tell you enough how sorry that I am...
If you love me, I can love you too, but I've already done that,
If you hate me, well, I'm afraid that I'll never be as strong as you,
If I'm confusing you as to which of the two you feel for me...
...I can just pretend that I'm still there.
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