VirgoMasquerade Wrote:Not really much afraid of anything. Its kinda like what would you tell me that you would have told yourself at 18. Like a gay father tell his gay son life advice from a gay point of view
This isn't as easy as you might think! For one thing, when I was turning 18 (unlike you apparently), I was terrified of "growing up." I was very naive about a lot of things.
There are a lot of things that I know now that had I known them then I would have made very different decisions. But the thing is, I couldn't have been TOLD these things, not even by an older 'myself'. I mean, yeah, sure I could go back from the present into the past and tell myself whatever. But my younger self wouldn't understand, probably wouldn't even believe most of it, but even if he did, he wouldn't know how to "actualize" what I'd suggest.
For example, I might say, "You needn't be such a scaredy cat. There are lots of adults who will help you out if you just show some interest in what they're doing and ask them to guide you." I really didn't like adults very much, TBH, and I sure as hell didn't trust them. And that instinct wasn't all bad, either. However, by the time I was 19 to 20 I'd already begun to discover a few exceptional adults that truly helped in my development.
For another thing, I had *no idea* what an exceptional person I was. I really had a very bad self-image (reinforced by my family, my dad in particular). I didn't know how cute I was; I didn't know how smart I was; I didn't know how talented I was; or how perceptive; so on and so forth. Totally clueless about myself. Actually worse than that, I had all kinds of wrong ideas and misgivings about my *abilities* and *worth*. I was shy, awkward, silent, locked up inside myself, afraid of people in general.
I'll not go on further about myself because this is sort of off topic from your question. I'm just pointing out that if you're not afraid or concerned about your life and future, you're already WAY ahead of where I was at your age!
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