dry spell 3 years

[wayward]

In writing this one day saga, I have driven myself into fits of violent shaking that I had not ever expected. Remembering the experience while fresh had proven that intense. And that had proven a challenge. Now I require a careful edge to remember. Maintaining that edge is itself a challenge. I need to learn control with the proper tools at my disposal. Even now I can hardly write without touching myself. I have spent the past several hours teasing out the impressions I can of what remains to be said of my experience. It is a pleasure to provide pleasure, but there is need for pacing, contemplation, and concentration. I will deliver what has been asked of me as soon as is possible.