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11-07-2015, 11:48 PM

scootaloo Wrote:sorry,not offended.

shit!........

11-08-2015, 12:40 AM

Anocxu Wrote:shit!........

This. ^ Doubly so. lol Well, I feel dumb. I apologize. *Makes an exit out the back* Tongue

meridannight · 11-08-2015, 05:11 AM

[MENTION=21156]Anocxu[/MENTION], [MENTION=23145]valkyrie4488[/MENTION]

you guys don't owe me an apology. i can respect the fact that you were trying to stand up for your friend, even if there was no hurt intended or received.

so we can leave it at that.

11-08-2015, 10:01 AM

meridannight Wrote:[MENTION=21156]Anocxu[/MENTION], [MENTION=23145]valkyrie4488[/MENTION]

you guys don't owe me an apology. i can respect the fact that you were trying to stand up for your friend, even if there was no hurt intended or received.

so we can leave it at that.

Well . .
I will apologize anyway..
You did suffer moments of discomfort in which I participated. . So for that [MENTION=21405]meridannight[/MENTION] I am truly sorry.

*Handshake*

And now we can go back to "Blissfully ignoring each other".... :-P

11-08-2015, 02:23 PM

meridannight Wrote:and please don't ask me to stay. it isn't about that. i am not leaving for one bad thread/exchange. it's deeper than that. i know i am incompatible with internet communication, i realize this more and more i do it. of course i can exist with people on the same forum, but i also fundamentally misunderstand others, and others fundamentally misunderstand me. and i don't feel that i am expressing myself authentically. just leave it be.

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OUCH! You just solved a years long mystery for me in one fell swoop. I tried...but I could never put my finger on the exact thing that has always bothered me on the internet....

I easily converse with people in my 3-D life...I have a zero shy factor....and I love to look in someone's eyes and I use body language and easily understand body language in others...and I know I am being understood...

My thing though..I am extremely direct and to the point and I do a great job of saying things no one else will say or telling people things no one else has the balls to tell them.... AND letting them know I am not trying to be a bastard about it..but someone needs to be the messenger and I have the balls to do it.....and I am rarely...if ever...misunderstood. I am confident with the use of my body language and my tone that the person I am talking to knows I am not trying to harm them in any way. I do like to help people...it is natural for me to do so...and when I see someone drowning in something...I bring them up for air....and I am good at it...

That is my actual personality..and it is soooooo watered down on the internet...I feel like a freak most of the time. Choosing my words carefully as to not offend anyone is torturous for me....and I am a bland version of me. My personality is pretty much dead on the internet...

I also have about very little tolerance for whining (as I am whining myself now Rofl

...the irony is not lost on me and YES...I regularly kick my own ass too)...I am still not sure what happened here....not sure it really matters though...it is what it is.. ....I am not in the mood anymore to figure out a way to offer any useful advice without "offending" ...or evoking more whining......and I am seriously out of place.....

I am not going to delete though...I promised myself after the last two times I deleted that if I ever wanted to do that again..I would just fade into the background just in case I ever changed my mind later...and there are a lot of people I like a lot here...so I will probably just take a break....

If anyone hears from Virge...someone let me know....

11-08-2015, 02:38 PM

woot, peace and harmony again ^_^
good show to all parties Smile

being awesome!

MikeW · 11-08-2015, 03:40 PM

wow i'm glad we got that all sorted out...

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ceez · 11-08-2015, 03:57 PM

yaaay everyone is happy again, orgy at Anocxu's place Smileysex

meridannight · 11-09-2015, 01:22 AM

thank you, [MENTION=18508]East[/MENTION]. i hope you know how much i appreciate your input and feedback. you have always been able to relate to me/or get where i'm coming from, and i value that a lot. because it is damn rare on the internet.

you are also right about the rest of it. thanks, again.

11-09-2015, 01:47 AM

meridannight Wrote:thank you, [MENTION=18508]East[/MENTION]. i hope you know how much i appreciate your input and feedback. you have always been able to relate to me/or get where i'm coming from, and i value that a lot. because it is damn rare on the internet.

you are also right about the rest of it. thanks, again.

You are a breath of fresh air for me ...always...whether I agree with any particular statement you make ...or not....doesn't matter....I know you are authentic and honest and I value those qualities in someone else....and I instinctively trust you....