02-27-2016, 04:36 PM
Holy fuck you guys, It's been more than a month since the last time I have been here and SO MUCH happened.
After I had that epiphany about my family, I worked on it. I cut them from my life (Not literally, but I technically just don't talk to any of them or see them for that matter or even think of them.)
Having done that, Things just shifted from bad to not just good but GREAT and everyday life was getting better and better and I got happier and happier everyday. I started to love my life, have many friends, be social again. I actually managed to get a job as a teacher's assistant right after school hours and now I work and study.
Not only that, I also was chosen by the French Embassy to represent my school and go to Beirut, Lebanon at the end of March for an improv. contest in French, because I was the best among the students in my major which is European Languages (French and English).
You have no idea how proud I am of myself and I am just speechless when I start to describe what I am capable of doing when I made the right choices. Now, I am just very excited for life and looking forward to what it yet still has to offer!!
After I had that epiphany about my family, I worked on it. I cut them from my life (Not literally, but I technically just don't talk to any of them or see them for that matter or even think of them.)
Having done that, Things just shifted from bad to not just good but GREAT and everyday life was getting better and better and I got happier and happier everyday. I started to love my life, have many friends, be social again. I actually managed to get a job as a teacher's assistant right after school hours and now I work and study.
Not only that, I also was chosen by the French Embassy to represent my school and go to Beirut, Lebanon at the end of March for an improv. contest in French, because I was the best among the students in my major which is European Languages (French and English).
You have no idea how proud I am of myself and I am just speechless when I start to describe what I am capable of doing when I made the right choices. Now, I am just very excited for life and looking forward to what it yet still has to offer!!