Is there anything wrong with me/

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I don't mind looking at naked pictures of hollywood celebrities, male, and i don't mind watching gay porn( teh only part that really interests me is the anal, the f****ing, the orgasm. Just how much of it is fake, I really don't know. however, when I come across grindr, gay.com, scruff, and these other sites, I find guys in the nude to be appalling. Am I hypocritical and self-contradictory?